Do Not Mess With è Pine

STARBUCKS ~

2012-02-18T00:13:00.006+08:00

YEP finally i decided to blog again

Firstly the most amazing thing tht happened was PHYSIO test
seriously it was bloody last minute notice and PHYSIO was the worst for me last sem
DAMN im screwed

THEN i was like studying like mad .... like some idiot and the night before i was half sleeping and studying all the way till next morning. THURS 9:30 was the epic moment when this shit ended~

YEAH but i was bloody tired cos later i had to go for my 6hr marathon of lectures. DAMN there was tutorial and i totally did not do cos of PHYSIO~
so it was trollololol
THEN in the end no one was really paying attention also in the last physical pharm lect. I was totally siao and went to draw Yao Ming on my Jap package book transparency. And the epic moment when we (my OG clique) flashed the thing infront of the projector ;)

WAHAHAHAHA

then after that i went home and collapsed and was thinking about wad shit design should i design for the starbucks thing that i wanna take part in

YEP totally bored and wanna go do some ART!!! (really art-deprived)

ok it started out with an ordinary paper cup~

Then with random markers and stuff, taadaa~

And as usual, i love to make my stuff move in an animation:
(rotating image yea~)

To see more kool designs by other school pals and stuff, click on the link!
--->PAINT-A-MIRACLE FaceBook Page

Yeah they are gonna take photos of my cup and i dunno if there's a nid for me to ask for support but if it is required, i really hope people can support me ~

but if dun nvm, the thought counts though (forever alone)
YEAH and i went to celebrate MZ's bdae tonight and had an awesome time, shall post again when photos are ready~

Tmr gonna meet mushies, can't wait!!!

these days~

2012-02-04T16:02:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i was so bored and i decided to blog about some recent rubbish
Yep 'Just' like got to know about GMarket and decided to explore and saw this amazing thing:

It is the camera looking iPhone casing ... i think i saw it in one of the Singapore shops before but dun rmb where but i decided to buy it...

Yep it took a few days before the delivery came~ Yeah i chose the lime green one since pink was practically too blinding and soooo banana's colour~

Yeah looks pretty good, the first thing is for sure is that the bloody phone would not like slip out of the cover again like the one i had (dog bone one) but its like obviously more expensive. The good thing is that i can still hang my phone on my neck without it slipping off~ and i realised can make the phone stand slanted~

Then Mum oso helped me buy some stuff too...
This one is like she bought for me on her own accord, cute bear container that has cream for moisturising the hand. Yeah, this one has baby powder smell which was acceptable to me since i couldn't stand the strong smells of flora and stuff that mum bought for herself~

Oh and this is like snail cream which is like snail secretions , water-base cream. It was for my face problem, its quite good actually, it's even by right powerful to even reduce scars and stuff~ Really expensive but worth the try~

Then the most disgusting thing was today's discovery...
The sink of my bathroom produces disgusting appearing like urine, but think is murky water. Damn i onli realise it today when i was like changing my mattress and cleaning my cupboard when i nid a pail to contain greater volume of water. Cause when u brush ur teeth and wash ur face u dun nid alot of water so it appeared transparent like clean water. DAMN WHAT DAFUQ DAFUQ i tell u!

CNY photos~

2012-01-25T18:44:00.008+08:00

Gosh, full of unglam photos of me, but yep i shall just put them here as memories, but at least starting with a less unglam photo~
Yep, was taking photos with my cousins~

and notice the sinking head~

yesterday was like seriously at the bedok reservoir at 12mn, no abnormal sightings, good~

SPARKLES!!!

The awesome explosion we created~

CNY

2012-01-22T23:25:00.004+08:00

Happy CNY

yup i dun feel like talking abt this topic though but yeah...
i just wanted to upload photos of the miniature violin that i bought from NUS...
Think im absolutely mad buying such stuff of no usefulness but artistic appreciation

Damn felt like i slacked a damn lot thanks to my holiday mood... but yea i oso have some stuff to do also ... like drawing sketches of creatures for FOP but yea wadeva i have not much inspiration....

THANKS Beara for amazing pineapple tarts~
And thanks for fun-filled time at banana's hse!

OVER

2012-01-15T12:47:00.006+08:00

Finally Project Silvercare is over...
I feel so damn stressed in the project and feel like im damn noob
forget it, ITS OVER~ but i still have to write some reflection about it...

yesterday was the most tiring day of the project, and some elderly had to call me up and scold me on my hp, bloody hell he just complaining to me...

Seriously, i hate this

but on friday i went to watch the cute movie starring jang geun suk <3
'You are my Pet'
this movie has an original Japanese version (from a manga), yup, but since im Jang fan,....

Trailer:

Hey the actual entire movie is on Youtube too~

oh my i think im siao but it was damn funny movie loh~

kay lazy to continue...

Okinawa Trip~

2012-01-07T21:49:00.012+08:00

Finally the MOMENT of truth

2011-12-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

Mood: ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Yeah recently on the 17th of dec, was the first day of the Project Silver Care health screening session for the elderly. In the end the demand wasn't really that high -_-
But anyway, i was doing my job as an usher, and damn i dun think i have any potential to be in the committee anw... -_-" Haiz, but anw yeah

I finally got to see the shirt i designed (the design i showed in one of the previous posts) Committee members wear maroon and volunteers white... how i wished i had the white since i already had the maroon pharm shirt. But turned out nice :)

On the 18th of dec, my last driving revision ever, it was horrible cos i woke up early so that i won't miss the extra shit of practice. Yep, why? Becos the MRT lines are down and i had no choice but to find a way to get to admiralty. DAMN
Then i realised there is really no direct bus~
but can take 851 to Yishun MRT before taking either 965/964 to admiralty stn'
but on the day itself, when i reached Yishun, i realised there were mrt bus services (goes to bus stops that are at different mrt stns) Yeah so since the shuttle bus is here i myself just go take it~
Yep then i was like end up 1.25hr earlier before my revision timing.
Basically, in my last few revisions, thanks to one really nice instructor who let me practise my S-course like hell, i found a way to not hit anything inside liaoz
quite glad actually~
Then on this day i get the instructor whom i dun feel like seeing
Well he was a real good instructor from the start but seriously, after knowing that i failed like dunno how many times, he was like picking on me in revisions before my third test and subsequent forth test. Every small thing he scolds me badly and not tell me (not that its a extremely serious mistake and scold me like ****)

I shall state an example here since im like quite disturbed after it. Well, i just did a right turn at some random junction and was wanting to change lane back to left lane and then i realised that the road was bent (no lane change at bends) so i did not carry out the action. And he was like... wad are u doing? you are supposed to keep left now, react so slowly...
wtf, he scolded me badly about it. I almost wanted to explain my reasoning but he continued to talk and say that on the road, it is either other drivers or you that is in the wrong, that's why accidents occur (i agree with that, but...) Seriously, before this happened he picked at my other mistakes previously before my right turn thing and i was just trying to reason out why i did this and that .... and he would say that u are controlling the car it is your fault. (yeah i noe that) but the way he scolded me, he said no, and i was rebutting and trying to fight tht i am right. WTF, i was just reasoning why i did smth, so that he can tell me whther my consideration is wrong or not. After that i become rather depressed and yeah, and all the mistakes that i made later including the right turn thing i did not reason out anymore, he just see me as trying to be right.

After failing for several times and people around me all passed first time or second time, im such a loser~ then this bloody instructor had to kill my confidence when i am such a pessimist. GREAT~ After the session i can't believe i went to the toilet to have a short cry. Seriously spent so much on driving alone, and then i had to travel so far and spent more on transport fees. Being such a perfectionist, i am so damn freaking tired of this and damn sad.

Then i went walking around pasar malam at admiralty, and bought a jacket to cheer myself up. (seriously mad) Then scared that SMRT screw up again, i just took mrt to yishun. I then bought This yeah love DIY~:

Then after that i went home by bus and went to do the strawberry ice cream.

Yup i feel like a shit before tmr's big day. I prayed to the Lord for nights and hoping for the best. Daddy prayed for a great x'mas gift for me too. Luckily daddy was on leave for 19th dec, so i went to ssdc by car.

Yep judgement day. I rmb how cold my hands were, i tried to forget about my past failures but they kept haunting me, i face was rather pale and lips were so dry that they were like shedding lots of dead skin. I was quite lucky i guess, for the fact that for 4 driving tests i get different testers each time. Today's was like giving instructions in Chinese but was kind of nice guy.

Then i was like damn glad becos i hit nothing in the circuit XD
i usual time during revision and lesson, i nv hit, not even during warm-ups, and everytime during a test i hit becos of nervousness and i dunnno?
Finally i hit nothing this time, cos usually u hit something is almost equivalent to fail. Then becos it was freaking raining it was annoying as ssdc had holes in the ceiling (some areas rain some no, so its troblesome) But i was quite careful outside, THANK GOD I passed with slight margin of 18demerit points. I almost got another demerit from the guy but i think he let me off as it was like kind of ... subjectively risky or not. YUP OMG passed like finally, daddy was drinking teh at the centre waiting for me while i watched the accident video upstairs and pay for my QDL~

Yeah and got home and stuff .... damn happy, like finally.... alll that failure and anxiety, especially failing like so many times previously, all the pain~
seriously omg
I LOVE GOD~

somemore i had so many bad memories in that prison.
I lost my iPhone there (though i got it back, its still a trauma)
Failed like so many times
wasted a lot of bloody time and money there

it calls for a celebration and was eating good food with mum and dad at Watami~

Well tmr flying to taiwan and then okinawa....
at least i dun have to carry my anxiety there since i passed my driving
but tmr is another judgement day when results some out, PLEASE let me pass everything and have a decent CAP for me to survive~

Thanks for the great x'mas gift ever~
can't believe all the anxiety from driving is still haunting me after i passed it... seriously i think i have a real bad psychological problem...

Banana Ice Cream

2011-12-08T17:28:00.013+08:00

Mood: (^._.^)ﾉ

kao yesterday after training, i was so sianz that i went to watch the twilight saga: breaking dawn alone. I wanted to watch it like for some time already, but anw people around me already watch with someone else already or dun wanna watch at all tat kind of thing. But cos i watched the movie in the afternoon at cathay, it was like $6 onli and comes with a free drink XD
love this kind of awesome treats for students and damn i wonder about how my studenthood will end in just a few years time~

Then banana told me how she passed her driving test in her second round... so good lah, not like me stuck for damn long and i think i spent the most money on this bloody shit in the first place cos im living somewhat far from the bloody place and spent much on revision and keep failing like a sucker, now i really wonder if i really can pass this time round... God please help me. I know i prayed to u about this for damn many times already, but pls i really damn wanna settle this once and for all. if not, i really dun think i can forgive myself ... i can't forgive myself for so many things already: studies, appearance, attitude, mental dexterity, etc. becos of all this i hate myself to the core and if i dun pass this ... im just sinking deeper into a cave of abyss and never to return. Putting a bloody mask on my face each day to face people, and hide that dark shit of me... think i'll nv get out anymore... just someday i am at breaking point and good luck man, good luck~

but anw~

Seriously, i finally finished folding my paper cranes till fingers feel muscular lah~
so i decided that....

Today was the day i wanted to try out my DIY Banana Ice Cream!
Yep looks great here~

all my cut outs

a plop of cream with leaves on top

stitched the banana layer to make it look more banana-ish

bananas layers are glued !

folded and sewn the waffle like thing and made a bigger cream~

now its time to stitch the almond fruits~

Yeah i stuffed little bit of cotton in the almond fruits...

Yeah, i glued the three felts together which will form the ice cream

I finished stitching the ice cream into a cup like structure where it would contain lots of cotton wool~

I finished the ice cream which i stuffed all the remaining cotton wool in <3
Amazed by my uniformed stitching at the top~

Yep i added 'chocolate powder' (use the needle poke the felt until u get cotton wool like stuff, and i tried to make it look like spiral on the cream) on the big cream if u noticed it, and placed the ice cream in the plastic cup.

Yep so i went to take photos of the step-by-step process:

TAADAA~

i was bored and did an animation of it

Actually i wanted the strawberry one... it is much more cute lah! (sorry banana)

Yep had fun, hope i can do the strawberry one but that day when i purchased it, there was no strawberry and had to choose between banana and green tea, but the green tea one looks weird

Then again i don't think i remember where i bought it again... should go ask banana about it...

wth

2011-12-07T21:18:00.001+08:00

just went thru fb pic of me and realised how ugly i am damn

Hols are here

2011-12-05T20:57:00.005+08:00

Hahah i am so bloody lazy to blog here ...
everything is like on mushio's blog

Dots man im like bloody lazy liaoz

Lately the stupid PSC project caused alot of crappy trouble, but anw, yup and finally the design of the shirts are done!

Yep and i was so bored and went to pack my a level stuff, then i went to measure the height of the stacks~

Hahaha wadeva, basically the whole playing thing was like in banana's house. We totally were crazy. Firstly we went to watch puss in boots movie which was a little cute and hilarious. Then we ate lunch at kfc, and went to the mindcafe opposite POMO. Played the usual games... but true colours not there which was the most crazily fun game. But we learnt how to play two new games which was somehow a little fun~
it was some investor name (opps, forgot wth was the name) and the faces game.

Then banana went to the 'Build a Bear' store and built sparkle who was a female bear to represent the banana in the eyes of Mayflower~

Then the next day, teddy and i went to rock at the banana's house!
Rock and Rock and create new characters for guitar hero and its just so amazing that all three of us chose the same hairstyle. hahaha

Then sunday rest one day

and today i went to banana's house to rock again... and then we were too bored so we went to Party World and K~

yep tht's wad that happened today...

sianz there's like nothing to say.

Damn i hate when people talk about my face... fucking hell
i really which people can talking about my face. I noe u worry about my pimples but can u just shut the fuck up and keep it to urself ... seriously im aware of my face!
Just saying it to me is a personal attack and just making me depressed about my appearance, and later on i will feel how ugly i am, how fat i am
seriously im gonna just break down or something

OH JUST FUCK~
but anyway haha 'You're Beautiful' is gonna be broadcasted on tv XD
JANG GEUN SUK~

oh freak i hate myself so much that i really think im damn ugly
and i always learn everything so slow makes me so stupid
and i think i am like damn useless
and bloody heartless
wth

now i dunno what hairstyle i wan
i completely lost my opinion liaoz thanks to all those people who use fucking eyes (i can tell who is looking at my pimples and not looking at me thru the eyes or my face as a whole like totally!)to look at me and those people who criticise amazing really

Fuck and fuck it all already

2011-11-01T21:09:00.001+08:00

Wadeva I'm tired
Fancy studying an sleeping alternately throughout. Till 3am or sometimes 6am..
No wonder I become so fat and ugly and still very dumb

And after results come back it's quite crap. For the first time my practical showed sound results...
For pharm prac prac I got 3 A+ for my 3 experiments, for ppda prac I got 40/50, but after looking at my theory I got 24.5/45 which is so below average I get into depress mood again, FUCK IT.

And so many shit had to make me depressed, so many upsetting events and my fucking sense of stressing myself is just makin me wanna just give up and the balcony has become more attractive than ever compared to my JC days....

Being angry at myself for lots of things, and questioning my purpose of living, well there was practically no good personal reason just becos of the fact that I'm the onli child and had some sort of responsibility to live on to repay the kindness of parents. Yeah aside from that there was nth, maybe one fine day when my responsibility is accomplished I can jolly well leave this world, but thinking how God is gonna punish me by sending me to hell for various reasons is just sad...

Tired and can't concentrate at all, maybe I should have just accepted the fact that I had no ability to achieve greatness from the start
Even had to sacrifice all that sleep just to study and gain some decent grade. Working so hard an gaining a little shit is really shit and those assholes who work like crap plus smart as market spoilers are just killing people

Reflection on the Role of a Woman

2011-10-24T15:05:00.003+08:00

I think im like seriously crazy, but after today Singapore Society tutorial, it set me thinking about some stuff...

The stupid thing about Gender roles and the sad truth about women, and particularly Modern Women. This makes a nice topic to talk about and rant about how we girls are in fact stronger than guys.

Well people all say how guys are stronger than girls but this is like seriously due to social construct since cavemen times and how tht freaking ideology has been inherited and used for generations.

Stronger?

Ya maybe physically, but there's scientific reasoning for this. Genetic make-up: Like how guys have few million more red blood cells than girls, so they run faster... How the muscle bulk storage is better in guys than girls ... wadeva, physical strength to say stronger is just too simplistic to say that guys are stronger.

seriously, i feel unjust for those females who get blamed for giving birth to a girl. This is soooo stupid because its entirely the guy's fault. The ovum has an X chromosome and awaiting the sperm for the either X or Y chromosome. So obviously if he contributes the X, its his fault.
Then again we get so psycho in thinking oh must have baby boy then good, and this sad truth led to so many unjust sexist innocent deaths of baby girls.

And guys who make fun of girls of who we are, well think again, you guys were all once girls!
Those individual who suffer from Turner's syndrome, and possess only one X chromosome (norm: XX / XY but Turner's: X ), they are phenotypically female with reproductive organs that are not able to mature. So what does this show? As an ovum, one X chromosome, its a girl!
And when the Y chromosome comes, seriously, it just hides all female characteristics to give an end product: a boy. So ? All guys were practically once girls.

Then a girl's life is much sadder than a boy

1. Stereotypically weaker
In countries where females are seriously treated badly, marginalised. A rape girl is accused of seducing the man and is punished. If a girl's brother steals from a store, she gets stoned to death.
this is real sad. Most of the time: girl get rape rather than the guy. Psychological suffering and loss of virginity.

2. Demands of the Modern female
Singapore society, so competitive, need labour for progress. Yup they put it in a nice way "Equality of gender" (please loh not even stated in the pledge) equal opportunities in getting jobs. Yeah right.... Then after that, they say you have to give birth and take care of family. Then what do you get? Two heavy responsibilities : Work and Child Bearing

The most stupid thing is that it is more difficult for a female to be promoted or pay rise compared to male. A Male and Female doing the same job, a lot of cases, male earns more. WTH
And a lot of times, the female is the one sacrificing her job for taking care of the family, and she makes more sacrifice than a man becoz of the fact that she has to risk the possibility of the man forsaking her in the future. And many of times, the female suffers more in such a circumstance:

usually the guy is the one who forsake the girl with child. And a lot of times it is more difficult for a married woman cannot find a new family compare to a man. And it is a fact that after age of 35, it is difficult for the woman to get pregnant easily and if so high chance of abnormalities in child; hence fertility falls. On the other hand, a male is still fertile till age of 70.

Jobless mother with a child , compared to Father with a job and child (which is worst?)

And what makes the female stronger than male is becos she is willing to makes such a big risk and sacrifice for her love for the family. While the male? Most of the time he is not willing to leave his job for his family because of male pride, 'face', possible embarrassment and humiliation.

Then again, seriously hoh, how many girls do you see that stop their education at Primary six and goes on to work towards being a housewife instead of upgrading in education? We go thru all the hellish shit of education and then may be forced to be housewife... wth ? isnt this like .... study for nth? Suffer 17years of studying and stress for nth?

3. The suffering~
Ya right guys suffer horrible training in army, run 3K every day up some hill....
Ya very tiring.... so what?
a woman gets pregnant, and carries an extra mass around everywhere she goes and even go to work. The disturbance of carrying a baby, swelling legs, mood swings, plus stress of work. Husband cannot take leave with wife (the unfair treatment as in he cannot take care of the wife) so means the lady takes care of herself... All of that baby carrying for 9months
Then the horrendous pain in child labour
Plus goverment wants more kids, yeh more of this torture that is
Then even in normal circumstances, we still have to suffer menstruation every month
All that cramps, pain plus disgustingness (disrupting our lives time to time and still have to act normal) some severe cases diarrhea and vomitting. In one menstrual onli one bloody egg is washed away. And in a woman's life, approximately we have 500 eggs = 500 menstrual cycles = 500 times of the pain
then after that still got menopause woes walao

4. We a psychologically stronger
Suicide rates of male>female in Singapore (im not lying can go check urself. Consistently the male to female ratio is always greater than 1 through the years, and that doesn't mean males are facing more stress can. And the females is greater in numbers than males in Singapore in recent years, which shows more....) Then, we females tend to live longer than men (living longer is not good can, they call it the mortal sufferings)
And the number of female-related diseases are greater than male-related diseases. Just great...

And above all that, the discrimination and unfairness and unjust....crap~
i really wonder when our president or prime minister will be a female loh
This may be the fate or destiny of a woman, whether we can make a change..... As a female and despite all our setbacks, I sae we are strong for 我们从不向命运低头.

Now i can conclude Females are stronger than Males
and now i feel so pro-female, I just wanna get outta the grasp of societal norms than are unnaturally imposed on us by government and stuff, makes me wanna remain single for life.
And wad the bloody hell is that wrong?

Pitfall~

2011-10-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

my cohort of classmates are pervert or wad?
IM below average loh seriously
The average score is disgusting high and the guy on the top is imba
SERIOUSLY
im so gonna get a D grade or smth if this goes on...
and according to senior,
CA2, 23/25 is average.
WOW im gonna die
and its not like the paper is damn easy or anything
its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT

just wanna go die or smth

2011-10-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

walao bloody module, make me struggle like shit just becos my mind is simplistic and cannot think with complexity. My GP is shit results and now haunting me once again, thought it was all over after QET great i was so damn wrong....

Bloody shit
now my blog has become some rant place~

almost feel like running fast enuff and bang my head at the glass wall and jump out of the balcony and end up down there fast enuff

siao siao siao
im just gonna die like seriously seriously seriously and 'no one' is helping lah
wadeva shit, now im so going to be anti-govt that is the cause of all this shit

Fuck it all~

2011-10-01T12:16:00.001+08:00

For the past few years, school was stress up but eventually still manageable.

Today school sucks and for the first time in life I dread school and feel like not going school~

I dunno how long I can hold, already so exhausted plus I am so stupid how to fight ? Plus against so many smart ASS-es ...

Down down down

Great another shit happened

2011-09-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

Im so wanna give up everything mood sets in, I really wanna just go die....
死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ死ぬ

Now im convinced why i am the stupidest person ever...
why must everyone sae im smart and 'strong' when im not
the fact that i was the onli one who cant even solve a riddle among friends
the fact that im doing so many stupid things
the fact that i dun understand a single shit in lecture and my classmates knew
and said 'very easy wad'
the fact that im so careless despite being meticulous
the fact that im the ugliest and fatest and dumbest thing that existed
the fact that everytime a group of friends sae smth and i dunno wad the hell they're saying
the fact that it was shit luck that i got into pharmacy and now dying
the fact that i care for so much things that i shouldn't care
the fact that i agreed to smth without thinking of consequences
the fact that im somehow always 'conned'
the fact the im just plain dumb
the fact that im the only exception in 'smart parents => smart kids'
the fact that i keep wasting time emo-ing and asking the purpose of my existence
the fact that im even writing and bloggin here....
FML

JUST GREAT!

2011-09-19T15:14:00.001+08:00

Saturday some real shit happened and today some miraculous shit happened again, I'm so wanting to kill ~

The vicious cycle of suayness have remarkable not ended...

FML

2011-09-17T20:51:00.015+08:00

Today is the day. The unprecedented suaveness and fucked up and worst day of my life so far. I seriously think that God must be punishing me for something and I obviously dunno wad it is. I really wanna jump off a building like seriously .... Previous time said it in some fury of hate now its like the final stage or smth. I feel extremely ashamed of everything I do and who I am. Questioning my existence once more but the answer is still the same, there was no bloody answer.... Yesterday was SCANDAL's concert and had lots of fun thinking that gonna blog abt it today, well now I just fell thru a hole in heaven, skipped earth and went to hell, just amazing. Some retribution ... Yeah no mood to write abt happy stuff. Feel like who noes one day I'll need professional help form psychologist but I dun care, prefer to die alone. My anxiety today was real amazing I almost felt like fainting with horrible angina like symptoms ...

Thank GOD for the couple that saved me from one almost potential shit horrendous crap that could have happen... Bless them
and FML
Killing guilt and deep shit~

ok now that im home and somehow forgot wad had happened... shall blog

YEAH SCANDAL's coming to Singapore!!!
16th Sept 2011

YEAH its the Scandal's Baby Action LIVE Asia Tour!

Okay just for remembrane, I shall name the songs they sang for e concert. haiz but I was so into them singin' and forgot how many songs they sang and the order as well.. . But anyway yeah, those interested to noe wad kool songs from SCANDAL are worth listening, yeah~

(not in order, and paiseh dunno if not all written here)
~ Everybody Say Yeah!!!
~ Glamorous You
~ Hi-Hi-Hi
~ Pride
~ Shoujo S
~ Shunkan Sentimental
~ Sono Toki, Sekai wa Kimi Darake no Lane
~ Tokyo Skyscraper

TIX

Evidence that Rachel and I were rocking @ LASALLE College of the Arts:

YEAH they were totally awesome!!!
Hope Haruna would rest her throat, or else her vocal cords may be damaged
Haruna sounded different from usual, but still AS KOOL AS EVER
Rina was so kool too, broke her drumstick in the middle of it all
Finally throwing her drumstick behind her after the last song.
Tomomi was damn cute
Mami was awesome too
AAAAWWWWW~
They tried to speak some English to us too, so sweet~
Haha but they promised to come back to Singapore again someday!
CAN"T WAIT!!!!!!!

LASALLE Looks kool too loh:

(How i wished NUS was like that)

I think im damn sucks bought ching teng and damn it i spilled it all on the table and poured it back into the bowl

Nice Rach helped buy me another one~
Thanks

BYAKUYA! appearing again (like finally?)

School Days

Making suspensions and gargle in the latest lab session~

This is the crap lecturer that did not upload lecture notes on time so i uploaded his photo here... he was doing some weird action.

This is Chef's Salad from NUS Faculty of Science Canteen Salad Bar

Has a mix of chicken, egg, ham, cheese that made it taste nicer, a healthier diet to enable peristalsis...

Random

It was some real 0905 meeting in the end onli RBC Yingmin and I were there
and we ate at PizzaHut, so this is damn random

And then this is like CYY's baobei!
ok :D

undescribable

2011-08-29T10:16:00.009+08:00

Yeah im so sick of sch.

Yeah picture of wad im memorising currently~

there'll be more soon enough...

but anyway, haha time to blog abit.
Here's a pic of furry and flurry using a korean app
so cute loh and sophisicated

Then i bought a cute black cat hat from NUS flea market thing
so cute loh... MEOW

Then i veri 不要脸地 take pic of myself~
Yeah and used another app to make the canvas like effect!

Then Mush gang celebrates early luominate birthday and here are the pictures
We even went to 'K'

Yeah i and today was quite fucked up when i dressed up and got ready for sch, got on bus and in the middle of the bus trip i was like dots urm and realised there was no sch.
GREAT and i just dropped of at Holland.V and crashed at coffee bean to make this trip a not wasteful one. Yeah. Drank caramel macchiato. Bored so tried to take photos, plus using another app~

think this has the best effect:

Yeah man i must be siao
sians sians and sians man

... I seriously dun feel like studying lah

2011-08-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

i dunnoe wads wrong with me but maybe im putting too much stress on myself, maybe there's too much academic stress, too much peer pressure...

To think that the horrible hate for myself has amplified to greater heights...
and i just thought of another reason why i might be a hunchback aside from the physical reason.

Now furry (my Cupido plushie) has a companion flurry (mum bought me his other half)... they look cute together.... guess furry wont be lonely anymore.

im seriously the noobest and ugliest and fattest and dumbest person in my OG. And several disappointments this year has seriously put me down deeper into the dark hole of abyss. Wanna just sleep on my bed and stop doing anything till..... the **********

Wearing a fucking mask everywhere i go and everytime is so tiring for so many years. Trying to 'liven' up spirits of others when i dun wan to ... im tired. FML dun see any purpose in my self-reflection.

wadeva cant be bothered to elaborate on wad im saying but guess anyone who read this wouldnt get a full picture of wad im saying. Yeah thats great. Cant believed i typed this but i should get back to memorise nonsense now.

NDP@Promontory Jointly with NUS Rag and Flag

2011-08-10T10:33:00.014+08:00

Wa seriously think that this may be my last tym to blog
cos thinking that goodness school already seem so stress and everyone is so competitive
I seriously think that there may be almost no personal time soon
Haiz

Tmr is like the first day of school and i totally dun feel any emotion
seriously dreadful
Come to think of it, i dun feel like studying anything for the first day of school
(There were some lecture notes...)

Then i think im seriously bored and crazy, i design a timetable while testing my Adobe Photoshop on my Mac. Think im siao
This is like the first version
cos after that i edited it in a way that every sem i can change just the words
then print out small pictures which i can 'slot' into the timetable replacing the previous one

The timetable already looks really disgusting i tell ya...

Then i randomly downloaded an APP called Pic Collage
and it allows me to anyhow put my pics around so i made a collage of the making of my lightning painting...

Oh and then like that loh
Plus i downloaded another game which seriously looks kool but i dunno how to play it

8th August 2011

My family and i siao, went to JB on shopping spree again
Then we went to big shopping mall Jusco
Then in the end it was I again who seriously purchase alot of things
SHIT i think now im addicted to something which i wasn't addicted to

I bought a new pair of new balance shoes, which my mum worries that my old one may die out
but seriously it wont die out so fast for the fact that they are good quality NEW BALANCE shoes
But anw there was like SALE so its cheaper by 30%
Lovin' it

Then cos the things in JB is like cheaper, then i think i siao again
cos my horrible $15 iphone cover is peeling and im sad becoz $15 is not cheap
then came across this:

It has a unique dog bone shape and holes at the corner to allow you to hang a languard
Yeah, there's one inside the package which is same silicon material as the cover
Then it comes with free protector which i dun nid
as well as free felt to clean iphone screens
YEAH and it cost cheaper than my usual one
its RM19.90 which is abt SGD8.22 YA

Yup then i oso bought a shorts, cos i noe i keep buying tops and no bottoms
i think i really siao already
OH GOD, deliver me from evil PLEASE

Then yup took real long time to get back home

9th August 2011
NATIONAL DAY
but im supposed to meet up with OG for lunch b4 we go for rag day
i cant be bothered to take photos of rag but yup
it was like crap when i found out the meanings of some words
NEXUS the word on shirt on flag day was suppose to mean 'NUS experience'
RAG for rag day suppose to mean 'Receive And Give'
Yup lazy to explain anything abt rag
yup took onli photos of NDP

We were at the Promontory which is directly opp the sea and marina bay

Parachuters in the sky

Landing...

Chopper incoming

Bigger one

Majulah Singapura, we all stood and sang the national anthem and took this while standing

Air Force is damn kool
and i cant believe i took a kool shot of it

flying above the floating platform

I was bored so i took photos of the landscape and the sky darkens~

GLOW STICKS from NUS goodie bag
yeah blue and orange represent our school

BOOM BOOM BOOM
FIREWORKS

This shot rocks i manage to take the blast on the building

YEAH i took a video of the fireworks too~

And this makes me wanna sing~

Firework lyrics
Songwriters: Dean, Esther; Eriksen, Mikkel; Hermansen, Tor Erik; Perry, Katy; Wilhelm, Sandy Julien;

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/katy-perry-lyrics/firework-lyrics.html -]
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

HaPPy AMK Memories

2011-07-31T01:32:00.002+08:00

OPps dunno can upload these videos here but anyway those who are in them are the only ones reading this blog right? or maybe not? haha anyway if anyone feels uncomfortable i will remove this post. (no la think will just delete the ‘offensive’ ones)I'm bored and seriously watching these old videos for fun...

I managed to find some stupid method to convert these old 3GP files to MP4 yeah which the toot iTunes dun really like allow 3GP and hence cannot put in iPhone. Previously can... i dunno why? now i using my MacBook Air then cannot, use my father's one that time can... seriously it must be like the updated version that doesn't allow or smth and because i sync with my dad's iTunes have to like unsync and hence so ma fan ... anw next time there won't be like 3GP format liaoz so i'll just have to convert just this once. At the same time make me watch these videos again... dots ...

27th July 2011
Sianz these days is sianz…
I got so much heart attack these days.
First, QET results released and then that amazing NUS website had to like show us a guide to find our results which doesn’t work becoz it’s way too outdated or smth. ! Then it was like the 12nn sharp and I nid to do two things at this tym. First was checking the results and second was to like activate my bloody student card. YUP

Then I on 3G and the thing was loading damn slow, and lots of error statements I logged on for like dozen of times and pissed off. WASTED MY BATTERY LIFE

Then I waited a call from mush and went to Yishun
But anw, it was like later then the results were out, i was in Band3 like i wished.
28th July 2011
Bidding day.
Sat in front of com the whole day and wow…
They said 4 modules allocated to us
NOTHING WAS THERE
(there’s nth inside, I’ve been living a lie)
I declared the fact that I was in pharmacy and then nth came
I even called the GO and in the end they said they are still processing it
Then im like wow
Talked to maymay on msn abt it
After she declared maths as her major all the allocated modules appeared and mine was like nth

OMG i felt like dying cos i wanna faster see my timetable plan my time and like make sure my driving is safe... but i cannot, the horribleness
i dunno how long i bid to wait but it is seriously very ridiculous. FED UP
Then because there was no food at home i went to eat outside. I went to AMK there and ate mee goreng. Then went to make my post atm card. Then went to buy a pair of goggles. (i tot mine was lost, couldn't find at home and camp nid.... amazingly when i reached home i sort of found it :( but it was like one side abit spoilt and stuff, can't believe i bought a pale pink goggles, but cos the rest had white rubber/silicon which turn yellow easily in my definition) Then i went to buy green tea macchiato from KOI. Then i went home and went to look at the website again. NOTHING

Then i refreshed the page and suddenly two modules appeared!!!
But where were the other 2?
AAAAAraaargh pissed i still cannot plan

29th July 2011
Went driving and saw mush
i feel like my driving skills sucked.... :(
Then went to meet up with mum and dad for our small shopping trip to malaysia
Yeh shopped. I bought a thick cushioning handphone pouch. and fluffy too. Well, i really scared teddy give me the handphone pouch will be dirty easily and wanna keep the memory too... In fact the one is bought from malaysia is a tighter fit for my phone and more cushion to cushion any choy fall of the phone. YUP

Dad and mum bought books food and lots of crap too. SERIOUSLY CHEAP
just a small comparison will do: McDonald vanilla cone
Singapore: SGD 0.70, Malaysia: RM 1.00 (current exchange rate act 2.4, so its SGD 42 cents !!!)

wadeva then was damn tired after that... and amazingly I'm still pissed cos i only noe the two modules allocated

30th July 2011
Painting... I painted lightning and finally completed !!!

22" by 28" Acrylic on Canvas
Hahaha this is like my first ever successful painting of a final fantasy character XD.
A total of 29hours in the making ...

10min 'black washing'
20min sketching the general outline
4hrs editing and blending of face with eyes
8hrs on hair blending and lighting
3.5hrs on mouth (i sucked at painting/drawing mouths)
13hrs on remaining uncompleted areas.

Yup, so i took a photo of it since it's impossible to scan it...
And Yeah its like finally done after so many intervals of painting which lasted probably more than a month.
Satisfied, gonna hang it up on my bedroom wall XD

Freaking Pissed

Heart to Heart Talk - Part 2?

2011-07-19T21:50:00.006+08:00

Yeah today was the day mush had her first driving lesson.
Then after that MayMay, Mush and I were supposed to meet and we were suppose to help mush to shop for 'smart casual' wear.
Yeah, mush and i met first and went to pastamania @ Bugis Junction and ate lunch.
Then after that we shopped around. Yeah and mush bought bubble milk tea.

Then we were bought and in search of KOI.
Then we went iluma yup. Went walking around in Otaku shop and bought pressie for someone~
Yep and then wth the shop was playing Naruto's 'Distance' and K-ON's 'Don't Say Lazy'!
Hahahaha then we went to the top floor and mush was thinking to game at arcade. We played like a few games before MayMay arrived. Yeah then we played the dancing game together like total morons.

We bought KOI downstairs and drank and htht abit before leaving for the temple near fu lu shou complex.
Then there were lots of humanoids around because it was guan yin dan with people coming from all sorts of places praying. Mush and MayMay went there to pray before leaving for OG. In the end there were too many ah ma clothes there so we left for Bugis Village. Then walked around and stuff and then mush bought a ROCK shirt that is pink~
She bought brown shorts from there too.

Then we went to This Fashion.
She continued to try out clothes. Mush wore a few clothes that looked like no change of her normal clothes. And she thinks that a lot of clothes are too revealing which i think isn't veri much~
In the end she bought a hot pink shirt and a black formal wear (which we called it the z****g shirt)
Wahahaha then i bought a random doctor like shirt and MayMay bought the tights like thing

Yeah. Then after that we went to iluma for dinner. Then the deepest darkest secret was revealed.
We were teasing mush after that the whole time about it.
Dinner was subway.
Yep then we went arcade and play again, randomly walked around before going back home~

Went home and was like bored and REALLY bored that i went to Google searched my name:
Googled 'tay hwee ying'

and to my horror there's of cos people whose name has either the 'tay', 'hwee' 'ying' will appear too.

Then its like wth the first link that appeared was like my Twitter account.
Facebook account did not appear as i put my name as kagami jeanne hwee ying

Then weird people's names

Then fourth link was amazingly something to do with me
'InC.ny > in.ner.circle : Mascot'
yeah it was link, something to do with Nanyang.
it was about my first place in the mascot design competition for Innovation Catalyst Nanyang (InC.NY)

Then the fifth link has also something to do with me
'News 2010 - Nanyang Junior College - Together We Build'
yeah it was something do with NY too
it was about my first place in the Graphic Calculator Design Competition in NY
JOKE

Then before thinking that anything else had to got to do with me,
wahahaha
the eighth link had something to do with me...
yeah its about GradeBuilder, the tuition center. I went there to tuition my H2 Math becuz the grades are horrific. I started tuitioning there since J2 June, so means abt like less than half a year before the a levels.
Yep, amazingly they uploaded data of the results of their students.
Yea take a look
and i realized something was really wrong
They indicated i was from NJC!
Wakao
I dunno this label makes me honoured for being NJC
or more of like humiliating NYJC?
so sad
then i just sent an email to ask them change the school name
dots loh

Then i randomly image search my name again
and amazingly the first pic is me, the one i had uploaded on twitter and facebook quite some time ago...
LOL

Then was bored and went to yahoo search, in the end onli my GC Design thing came out but it looked a little different from the one of google search

hahah i think im really lame
but ya that's me

but i tried to google kagami hwee ying instead
wow
indeed first was facebook
then facebook directory
then it was another hwee ying
my deviantart account
and then goodness my BLOG
and amazingly zijing's blog link was on 2nd google search page

haiz tmr got driving
then will be K-ing with maymay and mush tmr too
then cannot see mandy so sad
then after that got harry potter at night
WAd a long day tmr would be~

and another funny thing happened
Mrs Celine Lim accepted my facebook friend request finally after half a year~

ROCKING OFF

Heart to Heart Talk

2011-07-17T23:08:00.005+08:00

10th July 2011
Yeah i went to watch the amazing IMAX 3D with my parents. (Yeah Transformers Dark of the Moon Rocks)
Sad, Megan Fox gone

Thing that i observed:
Its like $22 per pax loh
The 3D glasses are definitely lighter than those in ordinary 3D theatres
The screen is DAMN BIG
Lovin' It

14th July 2011
i survived QET. It totally sucked becos thats wad it is.
Yeah First look at the paper, and looking at just the theme and topic just make you seriously nauseous, like having some morning sickness. But luckily in the morning Dad sae he could give me a ride cos i oso dunno where the hell the Multi-Purpose Sports Hall was.Then i was like finding the bloody MPSH that i was allocated to. Damn it was upstairs. Then i went up and found a nice chair at the side and took out my 'Broader Perspectives' and read to give me some idea and stuff. Yeah like it helped seriously...

Then Smses came. Dad and Mum saes GoodLuck.
MayMay asked where was I
Yeah and in minutes she arrived.
We destressed by talking non-stop about nonsense.
Then went into the hall and find the allocated seat. Mine was like 619 and MayMay was 529 or smth.

and the horror.

"In view of the dilemmas international aid organizations face, it is better left to individuals or private enterprises rather than international aid agencies in humanitarian relief efforts. Do you agree?"

And what came to my mind was...

"FUCK. Yeah a topic that never haunt me before."
"Great, foreign aid isn't GENERAL at all"
"Wow the people around me seem to seriously write with lots of organisation and content"
"..."
"DIE"
"heck"

Yeah and after horrible shit was over, i went to look for MayMay. MayMay told me she saw a horrible person she didn't like. Horrendous.

Kay then we kept talking non-stop across several nonsensical topics. I was bored anw. And Asked MayMay to High Tea with us.
Then she agreed. First i accompanied MayMay to the UHC and do her last bit of med check-up yeah and good news, it was alright.

yeah.

Then we explored lunch at science school canteen.
The place really is OLD

Okay then we left for ssc
and waited for Mush to finish BTT and Ted to come over.

Yeah then i bought sunglasses from Daiso for fun while MayMay bought a heart-shaped bos for her friend's bdae present.
We explored the place and search for the thumbdrive present. Yeah cheapest at Giant!

Kay then Mush and Ted arrived and we went to StarBucks Cafe.
I ordered GreenTea Latte
Mush & MayMay ordered Green Tea Soy Frappe
Ted ordered some white mocha like thing crap i cant rmb
Yeah pictures of our drinks

Then after that we htht for damn long lah.
Then went upstairs for dinner and continue our crap topics.
Yeah had quite alot of fun. After that we took bus to Yishun
Yep and Mush, Ted and I went to the playground and continue htht
then after that went home... so late again haha reached home at 12+

Then the next day i was having driving in the morning and mush too for her FTT practices and stuff
Went to eat KFC after that. Buddy Meal.

Then went back her home to make the shunsen vid.
Yep not forgetting buying bubble tea.

I was like wearing long white sleeves just for the vid. DAMN HOT
Then we decided to be unique and mush's idea of beating maymay's vid of superstar.
Yeah so I was guitaring first.
Then Mush drumming.
Then we went outside to film too.
Think we were absolutely crazy.

Then after that dunno wad went into our brains, we decided to do a parody of 'Wrong Floor' vid.
Yep we were real nuts.
Made 7NGs i think
Ran Up and Down the Stairs several times.

Then we went to do the finalisation of the full video.
Then watched Ah Di together. And i ate her Instant Noodles again.
Thanks Mush

Yep then went home at 12+ again~
Haha so exhausted seriously.

This is the RESULT:

Then mush suggested of drawing, painting on her wall and i guess im really seriously wanna do it i think
Here's the sample pic of the chibi lightning that will be on her wall soon :)

17th July 2011
Yeah now all stress up shit is over, i continued painting lightning
now for the worst and most difficult part ---- THE MOUTH

Yep i thought the pink part of the background looked really weird so i totally removed it and 'Blackwashed' it

Most Updated piece

really EXHAUSTED
and not looking forward to Orientation~

These Days~

2011-07-05T13:06:00.011+08:00

Yeah Lately its been real crap
i dun feel like studying for QET and i dun even noe wad to study and how to study
aaaaargh frustrations here and there~

Yup then on the 1st of July, celebrated Ken Yin's bdae. Yep the last day she stays eighteen actually. Yeah and shab and i bought a cake from ion orchard the day before and i had to carry both the cake and present all the way from home to harbourfront and then uss... That awfully chocolate cake was quite ex though, dark choco somemore. no wonder it wasn't sweet at all~

Yeah we (shab and i) had fun putting cake on Ken's face on the spot =D
EXCITING~

Oh and we also too a pic together in front of the universal globe yeah~
(didnt noe there were like three pics altogether)

and the present was obviously veri unique too~ XD
Haha the main present is a nice black sling bag. and thn the unique gift is a tote bag with decorations of our own =D
Yep, instead of a card the day b4, shab and i went to plaza sing and bought this tote bag from spotlight. and we decorate it with our 'unque touch'

The front has the font alike to 'Im not a Plastic Bag' bag. Yup but we changed the words to 'Im not eighteen anymore' at first shab thought of putting 'im nineteen' or smth, but thinking that at age of 20 she probably cant use it. So the idea of 'Im not eighteen anymore' was way better.

the back was basically kiddish style of or blessings and stuff. i even tried to mimic isabelle's handwriting for her msg...

Then after that jul, amanda, shab and ken return to uss to continue playing while isa and me continue to walk around to make full use of $3 entrance fee
we took pics infront of the globe and areas around it

Yep we were real crazy, went to other stops as well and stuff (Imbiah stn and Beach stn)
we even took the tramp and went one big round like some crazy person. Then returned to mrt. Isa went home while i went mushie's hse and rock with Maymay and mushie

They baked cookie which they said was a failure but i guess it was quite alright lah ! Haha good try or first attempt?
=D

But anyway MayMay bought me a 'rock' wrist band for me as a belated bade present. Yeah it feels kind of sad that all my presents except for my parents' are 'belated' haiz but who cares anw, hate my birthday all the time anyway, don't give a damn. Its the thought that counts i guess. Thanks people~

MayMay's Present

then the crazy 3mushies did another video on SUPERSTAR by SHE
MayMay = Ella
Mush = Hebe
Me = Selina (seriously dun like her but ... )

oh ya and forgot to upload the luomin and mush vid and here it is~

oh then actually did another video with koonling and mushie
it was quite crap cos we didnt noe the lyrics and we like so anyhow dance ~
haha it was fun and really funnny dong the dance

Oh and today the 5Jul
I bought iphone4
because its cheaper to buy it when contract ends so ya...
But its a little sad that iphone4 no stock...
so no choice bought the black one
anyway the white one has its flaws too
it makes the screen looks smaller... and the white looks abit milky...
NVM, Black and White both my fav. im no extremely particular lah

Oh and i bought the iphone cover for it too
Black and White and apple at the back =D
Its like matte kind of plastic
Nice touch.
and SORRY Koonie im probably not gonna use the iphone cover you give me =P
haha firstly i noe wad angry birds are but i dun really like them
and being particular with art and colour, i cant accept blue and red together~
makes it feel kind of not my style~
Haha but will still keep it at home as a memoir =D

yup crap and donuts~
The iphone = $480
screen protector (anti-glare + anti-fingerprint)= $25
iphone cover = $15
phone strap = $3.20
phone pouch = ? (cos its teddy give me the present)
Total= $523.20 +
0_0

Awwwwww $ flies away

2011-06-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

I wannadie truly wanna die.
this horible QET is like and AQ Essay
this is so fucking killing me. Why am i always picked at the flaws
Im sooo fucking pissed and tired~

HairCut Banzukaa ~

2011-06-29T11:56:00.006+08:00

Yeah, i was so sick of my hair since like few months ago.
cos my hair sux and my face sux
yeah my hair is so thin and little
and i dunno if m forehead is considered a high forehead or wad, or is it just i have little hair
my forehead always look so big'my hair so dead
and has the ugly curl
so was thinking to get a short hair cut.

Yep
then i rmb posting a pic f Nakashima Mika here as a hair reference
but in the end i did not even use that photograph
i went to use another person's one
haiz maybe becos mum said wad the hair (Nakashima Mika) was too ordinary or common which kept me thinking...
yeah then i found a pic of some Jap celebrity which i do not noe.
Ueto Aya

Sunday, 26th June 2011
Yep in the end wad like did not turn out exactly like that
Went to some quite luxuious haircut place called Artisan which was located somewhere in Holland Village. Yea in the morning i was like waking up 1t 7am and heading to Admiralty for my FTT practice, cos the previous day reached home at 2am so was real exhausted. then i was like wow sleeping while doing the practice..

haiz then was too exhausted and i headed for Yishun and meet the mushies there.we rocked and rocked yeah after having lunch at pasta mania where all of u ate cheesy crumble and mush and i also drank bubble tea.

Then we did a crazy parody of 'The Con' by Tegan and Sara
think we are really nuts~

i totally love the mush swinging her hand across the camera!

yeah then after that i had to go for my haircut appointment at 5pm but nid to leave early for the fact that hollnd village is like a little far from yishun
and i also nid to like figure out where the hell the place is located.

yeah check out google map
still couldnt like make out where it is

Yep it took us real long to find it but luckily we were like a little early
yep so they just let me do my hair
yeah first was like washin the hair and it took probably 15min or longer
the guy who washed my hair kept talking to me and i just talked to him too
cant believe it

then it was blow drying and stuff and then my hairdresser named Titus came. He introduced himself and asked me wad i wanted to cut
and obviously i was showing that stupid picture that i printed.
Yeah then he cut while talking to me
there was ice water served too =D

yeah then he cut like shorter than expected but he said like when sch reopens the length will like be just nice kind of thing
Snip snip and all the hair was gone
aaaaaargh first time i felt weird and then my specs were 1m away from me and im so blinded cant see the condition of my hair clearly.

yeah then after that i was thinking to myself as long as the hair looks ok should be ok ba

yep and after that he taught me how to style my hair. He used the sea salt water spray to give it a bouncy look and the mattepaste (kind of wax) to style the hair.
He said the wax outside in the market are too greasy and may not be easy to wash off plus staying on you hair may increase chances of pimples. so i decided to purchase their wax there.

yep tada the new look~

so crap right
but its like the first time i cut until so damn short like this day.

Monday, 27th June 2011
Oh then the next day was like my FTT and morning nth much to do
i went to amk supermarket fairprice and bought the liese bubble dye thingy
then i tried to choose the colour i wanted (more like the shade of brown desired)
i wanted platinum beige but after observing the resulting colour on black hair is like quite dull loh.

then the colour of the hair of the picture isnt reflective one loh (the girl pic)

then chiffon beige was maybe too light
then others like marshmallow brown blah blah were not very obvious on black hair

In the end ibought the sweet apricot looks abit orange on the girl pic, but diff on black hair i suppose

then suppose to like conduct and allergy tet b4 using it
yeah in the end i did try carrying out the test
then i heck just use it
so far i nv had much skin allergies or rash unless some insect bites me

thn ionli used half the mixture cos i had little hair
so the rest have to wash it down the drain~

Then i went for the 6.45pm FTT
Yeah 50 MCQs in 50min
Same briefing was carry out like in any examination (boring~)
yep...
haha joke in the end i finished my test in like 10mins and got 50/50
Wahahaha then it felt real weird leavin the place while so many ppl still seated there

Tuesday, 28th June 2011
Today i medical appointment day
Mush oso booked the same day but diff sch =P

Yeah then i was like having a heart attack in the bus becos i tot i missed the stop i was suppose to get off the bus
Goodness loh felt so miserable
Then MayMay in the end did not go out with mush and accompany her there and pigeoned her. Then mush was sad~

Then my appt was like 10:30am
but i reached at like 9:45am
then they sae i still could do the checks early.

Yeah first was eyesight
yeah scored 6/6 for both eyes
(come' on man, specs degree was still quite updated)
Yeah then was height and weight
H: 1.55cm (=_= damn i grew shorter by 0.5cm)
W: 50.8kg (-_- haiz from home thebloody weighing scale claimed that i was 54kg but it had slight zero error as i rmb. wahaha i dunno to rejoice or not but im definitely still FAT and in nid for a weightloss programme)
Then it was blood pressure
because i was nervous abt the heart attack on the bus
and that the device has a tendency of making me laugh from exprience of the device my dad owns at home, it turned out to be 130
haha siao, then the nice lady asked me to drink more water and relax myself b4 taking again
this time it was 113. =D
Ugh the next one is like the urine test. hideous crap with x-ray too
DUN wanna talk abt it
okay haha keep my blog innocent and pure

yeah then after tht went to boonlay and meet mushie
mushie was like veri pissed off by the toilet auntie in NTU
cos she was scolded badly by that auntie
I just believe that the auntie probably had some anger problems due to menopause or smth la, thats why she's havin some bitch fit~ OPPPS haha XD

Okay then went to lunch at burger king
and then we went neoprint
XD

Love the 'We Kick the Frogs and Rock'

then we were so late to meet koonie
Gosh Sorry mushie koonie, we were too transfixed to wadeva we were doin'
Yep then bought bubble tea again
Having completed a whole collection of 30 bubbletea drinking in the period of time mush could redeem a prize of a 'Each A Cup' Cup =D

then koon gave me a belated bdae present yea~

Yeah then went mushie hse and rock again
we karaoke online and craziness
then koonie left and i ate mushie maggie mee for dinner
yea chilli crab with lots of chili XD
Thanks mushie XD
And we took another silly video

Yep and i reached home at 12:30am
wahaha and bathe and slept~

Wednesday, 29th June 2011
yeah woke up and cooked my branch
Laksa maggie mee which was promoted by Olivia Ong on ad
yeah i cooked an egg and crabstick and dumpling together

amazing it doesnt look like instant noodles =D

okay i dun think anything will happen today yeah so haha
NOTHING~

bye

2011-06-25T10:57:00.007+08:00

yeah went to universal studios on the 15th and here are soome photos, haha lazy to upload as usual. yep and everything is either on facebook or mushie's blog already~

oh then we celebrated huiying's bdae on thursday yeah. Making the pikachu cake and rock and roll for the whole day. wahaha

cos huiying didnt wanna like deco her own cake so we just draw pikachu on the cake
yea~

Then yep mushie gave her purple glass cocacola cup to huiying since she likes purple and that mushie is onli craze on pink

yea make a wish~
blow the candles

and we rock and roll after that...

yep
then ate dinner @ the japanese village @ northpoint there again
mush and huiying ate ramen while i ordered omelette rice =P

yep had great tym

ok then back to nonsensical random stuff.

shock 1

Rock Lobster song is like created in 1978! goodness the mv is bloody old~

so scary loh the way the women scream~
but anw the lyrics is real nonsensical

shock 2

Actually i drew a crazy picture of mush and lightning together.
Then mush said she looked ugly beside lightning then drew her as fang. I made sure the 'fang' had a more like mush body as well wahhahaha
Yeah

shock 3
Yeah yesterday i siao i went to continue to complete my lightning painting. which is so bloody tiring but who cares? Pefection is at stake! Wahahhahahah

Yeah first pic was taken like weeks ago i think... cant rmb.
then it looked really funny
i just did the forehead with no shading, part of the face, eyebrows and eyes look real weird...and outta shape

then the second piece taken after 4hrs of yesterday painting.
yep see the diff?
the shading of the face improved by aaa bit and i outlined the fringe plus shaded the forehead

third one, maybe you see no diff but there is!
outlined the eyes even further
hading of face improved esp the jaw area
eye brows too, the left one was raised and the right one lowered

yeah the forth on was finished at approx 8hrs after the fourhour period painting the second piece. Kao i spet 12hrs paintin~
Yeah cos i painted almost every strand of hair

k thats it folks bye for now

YEAH! The Mush Gang LIA !!!

2011-06-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

Yeah finally the MV can be uploaded on the blog yeah, so here they are
and i repeat the info again,
We were like crazily rocking on rock band 3 @ Mushies' hse yup featuring Teddy on Guitar, Kagami on Vocals and CYY on Drums ~

1st up, the [Coloured] Version
With our own AUDIO !!!

2nd up, the [BlackandWhite] Version
With the fast speed and higher pitch of the original audio~

I think we're crazy but thats wad we do when we are rocking youths man !!!
Yeah..
okay signing off

3AM ROCK NITE

2011-06-17T15:45:00.015+08:00

Hahahahahahahaha
yeah i drew Lightning on 17th June after abt 4hours i think

went to uss with mushes, and it was quite fun.
Cos im lazy to upload all the photos as they're already on facebook, so i shall not upload ..

yeah after uss went to mush's house to rock. We rock all the way to 3am cos we were making a crazy mvs of ourselves. yeah actually next day oso doing it. After leaving sentosa we went to burger king to eat our dinner @ Vivo. Yeah Mush was so lazy to even walk. Hahaha then we went back by MRT of cos. Damn, mush and i were not literally drunk but i guess we are so drained and probably some crazy gush of adrenaline that make us seem like drunkards...

Haha and teddy was like 'wad are these two people doing?'

Yeh. Went to buy bubble tea from northpoint to boost energy level for rocking the night. Mush didnt had conditioner so we went to Guardian to buy Loreal HairFall Control Conditioner. Then it was like later we saw the weird 'hairdye' thing which gives you hair some colour temporarily and can be washed off with water. in the end it was like quite stupid becos it really isnt very useful... =(

Yeah went to mushy's hse. Took a bath and practised the rocking music. We chose Living in America as our song mV cos it was like sort of the song that sparked off our craziness. Yeah ... Mush was on Drums, Teddy on Guitar and I'm on Vocals. Yeah playing Rock Band 3 on XBox. Teddy like totally wore a face mask to hide her identity. Mush wore sunglasses to hide her identity while making her look mysterious and kool. She also wore that pink fluffy scark around her neck. Then actually there was another pair of sunglasses but i didnt wanna wear it cos the frame was so rounded =( will make my face more rounded. Plus im like singing and a facemask would probably mute the voice. So In the end i just tied a ponytail and did not wear anything on my face. crap and i wore the leather jacket that i just bought from robinsons to give myself some rock style. Yeah we rehearsed like a few times while mush tried out the iphone camera to video tape it. It was real difficult to keep the phone 'not moving'. Finally, after a few times it was done. There were originally 3 solos by each of us ... Then mush started making the video. It was difficult putting all three together to make it in sync. But she did it ... YEAH. Hahaha then was added the tune in to make us sync with the original audio. Then we wanna upload on facebook and then it was not allowed due to copyright issues. Hence mush quicken the pace of the music and edited the pitch and made it possible to be uploaded yeah. Then it was today she made the videos grayscale and added words in the video =D

upload here soon~

But anyway, it was like a total sleepover for Teddy and me at mushy's hse. Yep =D
We were so tired and the slept...
Next morning we woke up and did crap
we rocked again with rock band 3. This tym we played altogether and recorded the audio, to make another version of the video tht has our true sounds. Yeah so you can clearly hear the rhythm of mush hitting the drums, my voice and ted's clicking guitar. Then we randomly chose colour settings for our solos. Mush obviously chose pink, i couldnt really decide so red for me, and ted blue. Wad a weird colour combi, but we had fun. Mush sync the second video again. Hardworking mushie =D. Then we played monopoly deal. Went for lunch at kfc. then we returned crapping again.

Yeah then at the same time i went to randomly draw the mush rock band pictures. Still it was weird plus drawing from pure memory yeah?
Wahhahahahahah i think im crazy.

Then Teddy got FTT and needed to leave ... yeah so mush and i were doing nonsense again. Uploading the video on facebook.
Wahahahahahahahahahahh i think the video very cute still XD

Shall upload the video real soon, cus blogger is strange, my videos all cannot upload for dunno wad reason

Yeah then ted came back from ftt and we continued playing cards and stuff, as well as rock band and the weird driving game which i totally fail at it.
Yup then we went out for dinner again after that, went to pastamania
We return and had lots of crazy fun watch videos of FF
hahah i should upload them here so will always rmb them hhahahah XD

Stop Animation of FFVII

Turtle

Dead Fantasy: Final Fantasy VS Dead or Alive

Dead Fantasy I

Dead Fantasy II

Dead Fantasy III

Dead Fantasy IV

Dead Fantasy V

Dead Fantasy Gee

Another StopAnimation FF

Hahahaha we left mushies' house at like 11pm+ haha so late
so tired oso ~
REST REST REST!

Photos dated 10th June, late on submission =P

2011-06-14T13:19:00.014+08:00

haha i did the description in the previous post,

pictures speak more than a thousand words, yeah ~

Thanks Guys! The birthday was great =D

Birdday Part II

2011-06-10T18:49:00.019+08:00

Haha today was the day the 0905 Clique would be like celebrating my birthday. Although i knew the plan already cos it involves going my hse ... haha but anyway today i woke up at 6am because of driving. Then the first session was to correct the mistakes i made previously. And damn the next session was the pre-test assessment. and damn i did not pass... i cant believe i was able to do all the courses and items properly during the first session and then i failed (strike here and there) the second time. Damn this time its like 28 demerit points. so crap can... Haiz but my parking skills got improve abit, but my s-course and reversing&directional ctrl became lousier =(

Wadeva ... just nid to practise more. At least sort of completed majority of stuff, just nid to prepare more Then was upset by my performance but its like tym to go home. Yeah, then had to meet up with 0905 Clique @Bishan Junction 8. I was rather early so i bought KOI drinks for mum and me. Then found them at NTUC downstairs.

They were buying groceries needed for the party.
Yeah then they nid to buy the birthday cake. We couldnt like decide wad cake to buy. Then we had an idea ---- the DIY Cake Haha so kool! Always wanted to like try it out.. haha here's the chance. Yeah anw it cost $11+ which is cheaper than the $16/$17+ cakes.

Yeah then we were given a small cake with white cream spread all over evenly. Then we were given the coloured cream in a plastic bag with a hole. Cant rmb wad we called it but, ya there were a few colours: green pink yellow. Then another 2 colours chosen out of three. There were brown red and blue too, so i chose brown and red. Yeah the dunno wad to draw.

At first i siao, wnted to draw Yuna from FFX. Then obviously it was impossible cos the hole was too big, like it was a 0.7 pen compared to my favourite 0.5 pen... haiz then i gave up drawing her, and you noe there is no eraser for this thing. So just carried on drawing the face of a girl of unknown identity. Then it was such a girly design that i oso dunno why i drew it like that. There was a rose in her hair and the girl had pink and green hair. Then i used yellow for the shadow but it looked weird in the end. I oso used it for the dress. Pink flowers on her dress too. Red eyeliner.. Then i stuck purple flowers on the top. Then i decorated the sides. I drew five lines like on the music score sheet. Wrote HB (happy birthday) in my fav old english font and hy (hweeying) first. Then i drew music notes around. Continued to stuck flowers around and using the remaining cream doing decorations. Yeah then it was finished!

Shall upload more photos soon =D
Haiz cos all the photos are with shb and she havent tag me yet =(

Later i brought them to my hse and we started making spaghetti, as well as desserts fruits and smoothie~ It was a tomato, beef bolognese spaghetti cut fruits for smoothie Yeah we made a lot of mess but managed to do it successfully although the sauce was a little salty. But in my opinion it is even better than my mum's =P Hahaha we cooked all the way until like 4o'clock haha wad a late lunch. It was a bit too much food but it was really gratifying =D

Haha then i opened the presents

There was a nice noticeboard with a stand that shows their sweet wishes and blessings =D

then they bought a D.Gray Man T-shirt and a 'L' (DeathNote) hoody. hahaha XD just lovin' it.

front

back

Hoodie

Haha its just so sweet knowing tht they cooked for me because i ever complained about the fact that i always eat outside food 90% of my life and bought clothes for me cos i mentioned that i feel that i have not enough clothes for uni life. haha so nice XD then after that brought them to e entrance to go home ... so the day ended haha had a great tym Okay then yeah didnt manage to like upload photos of me and my cake that my parents bought,so i will upload it here, with the swiss chocolate cake =D

haha back to my randomness... i think i can rmb the lyrics for 'Living in America' haha think i siao but anw its so addictive haha then i cant believe mush really made the video of the mush band 'After School' history XD haha so CUTE! Thanks so much mushie, you must have spent quite a lot of time videotaping it. Yeah so im gonna post the video here =D

then last night was bored so started drawing nonsense on my notebook haha and i tried to recall and draw my character in 'After School' Hahah how alike is it?

haiz the body abit weird. But anw i drew it in pen, so its like no erasing again~ Hahhaah XD Yeah cant wait to go USS!!!!!!

Lalalalalalalalalalalala

2011-06-09T16:57:00.004+08:00

Haha these days are particularly driving everyday yeah, and i think i quite crazy booking two sessions per day with an empty stomach and fancy waking up at 6 everyday just for it. Haiz then to day completed session 28! oMG the 28 was like the worst can, i got like 24 demerit points so far. Haiz (passing for the pre-test thingy is below 30 demerit points) wad the hell can and the real test is like you can pass the test just onli if you manage to get below 18 demerit points.

Wad the, im such a slow reaction person. And today my instructor wanted to challenge me to go thru the narrow s-course and crank course then after that he ask me to go thru it again by reversing. In the end i went thru the crank course halfway onli then another car entered the course so i had to stop the craziness that i was doing and like get out of the course. Goodness me loh, every small detail can cause you to like get demerit points. Never check blindspot 2 demerit points, press the accelerator too hard oso will have, jerk to hard on brake oso, fail to check mirrors oso, check blindspot too early or late oso... walao siao man...

anw hope after more revisions i would like be more experienced and pro in it then get my QDL soon! Haiz man somemore im like a slow learner. Haiz Haiz Haiz ...

Haiz then went to KOI and bought the Green Tea Macchiato which is real nice with the foam and stuff, sweet with the sugar level of 50% =D

Yep then its like so toot
Planning to go USS (Universal Studios Singapore) soon, hope it will be a fruitful one. So nid to check weather report and b early there and check out the rides. Plan the sequence of rides to prioritise so that our fun would be maximised. Haha think we will be like spending the whole day there man~ Yeah cant wait!
Hope the Sun wont be too hot and no rain too . The total Optimum weather would be just cloudy with cumulus clouds =D

Hope can get some hair cut soon, dunno why... gettin irritated with hair ...
hope can find a good hairdresser if not my hair come out crappy again like the last tym. Hope can cut some thing like Nakashima Mika's hairstyle =D

Birdday

2011-06-04T16:48:00.018+08:00

4th June 2011
Firstly,
Thanks to the people who wished me happy birthday :

0002 ZiJing Facebooked
0005 Jill Facebooked
0008 Koonie Facebooked x2
0009 SingYen Facebooked
0014 HuiYing Facebooked
0019 YingMin Facebooked
0050 ZongYing Facebooked
0053 Joanne Facebooked
0106 KitChung Facebooked
0109 JiaLiang Facebooked
0114 YingYing smsed
0904 KenYin Facebooked
0942 MeiXin Facebooked
0950 BiWen Facebooked
0955 SiewKhim Facebooked
0945 SiewKhim smsed
1020 Ryce Facbooked
1032 Susan Facebooked
1022 Isabelle smsed
1100 WeiYi Facebooked
1200 Shabnam Facebooked
1200 Mum expressed verbally
1200 Dad expressed verbally
1200 Shabnam smsed
1233 PeiLin Facebooked
1245 Luomin Facebooked
1318 Gloria Facebooked
1333 WangKee Facebooked
1352 Clara Facebooked
1225 WeiZheng Facebooked
1444 Trishta Facebooked
1530 YingYing Blogged
1614 Dorothy smsed
1615 YingYing Facebooked
1656 Blven Facebooked
1807 WeiSiang Facebooked
1809 Amanda Facebooked
1817 YingZhi Facebooked
1908 Koonie smsed
2000 Parents dine with me at Shimbashi Soba @Paragon
2123 Joy Facebooked
2201 DanHui Facebooked
2201 ShiQuan Facebooked
2215 Dinie Facebooked
2255 Laura Facebooked
2305 Eileen Facebooked
2316 Rachel smsed
2341 ShengHan Facebooked

5th June 2011
0000 Parents celebrated with Swiss Choc Cake
0856 WingYan Facebooked
1130 Lunch with YiTing & YingYing @ NorthPoint
1400 Party with YiTing & YingYing @ YingYing's hse
1801 Nidia Facebooked

(timings estimated)

Yeah Mush uploaded like the video for her playing guitar hero under expert
Walao loh so pro~
I easy oso cannot get 5stars can
So totally pro
yeah it was today tht i found out it was uploaded on her blog too
and thank her for the third time for birthday wishes
Crap this video my character singing loh wth
then yingying and teddy guitaring
koonie percussioning~

yeah this morning mum gave me my present --- hongbao with $50 yeah

dad sae my present will be the iphone4 white which is on my wishlist. Must wait til my phone contract ends... Yea XD Cant wait ~

Yep so i typed this post at 5pm and to be continued for updates =D

Yep my parents celebrate my birthday with the 'blue moon' dinner, which is like $30+ per pax. Siao but nice. The horrible receipt came with $124 ...

Paragon =D

But anw the dinner was at Shimbashi Soba @Paragon Orchard. Yeah then while waiting outside along with the queue, there was this funny signboard 'Join our group on facebook on the spot and get Free Green Tea/ Free IceCream. haha so lame, anw it was like underground so there was like no reception and let alone 3G.... haha

the set meal was like $29.80+
Yup but it has the nice handmade madagascar buckwheat soba, tempura, mushroom chowamushi, beef udon salad, raw salmon with egg and rice. Damn nice, and comes with dessert icecream =D

Set Meal

The egg yolk is like so small =P

Ice Cream

Then went to the supermarket there (things are like more ex than any typical fair price or cold storage) and bought the Swiss Choc Cake ... it was like $17.90 =O
but anw there was like a BreadTalk outside and to my astonishment the price of the same size cake is like $30+ @_@

Then mum was like complaining the fact that the paragon place is like the rest room for one gender is on one level only ... It's like the guys toilet on one level and the girls toilet on another level... wth
poor mum have to walk around looking for toilet while her leg still hurts.

Then went home and take pic with e cake ... yeah

(upload photo soon)

okay so its like 5th June when mushies celebrate my birthday.
Yeah we went to northpoint and like eat at the western - korean restaurant called BBQ smth or wadeva. yeah then i ordered the same as mush, the meatball spaghetti while ted ordered the omelette rice. It comes with the sjora drink mango-peach taste!
Thn after lunch went to mushies hse
yeah

Teddy's

Mush's and Mine =D

Mush ordered the extra Cheesy fries =P
I was too full to eat anymore so its like in the endi ate like two fries only ...

while i was busy percussioning mushies were rushing to finish my present and i was peeping here and there
haha now and the stupid living in america song is stuck in my head for no reason... dots can

hha evidence!

Yep and the little strawberry cake came =D
Though its not strawberry shortcake its still nice

Halfway i too a picture of mush XD

and tadaa the present mushies gave were real nice =D

First up the photo album =D
The first page was done by teddy
While the second page is done my mush
haha both very cute lah

First Page

Second Page

Shall not reveal the photos inside...haha cos too unglam
anw there were full of photos showing me 'glaring' which i believe i did not but anw
they were humourous

Next up, the handphone pouch
haha i was like gonna get one handphone for myself when it came to me =P
Hahaa i think the colour is nice
the design unique
and the material feels nice
haha perfect =D

haha hopefull can faster get iphone 4 white then i go bugis buy the handphone cover then it will be double perfect =D

Yeah thanksfor the presents mushies =D
haha and i went to mush's blog and saw the nice pic of the'After School' band that we created haha, so kool

haha yea to the mush gang
haha then because of the video got obessessed over e song "Living in America' by The Sounds. So i'm gonna incorporate it in blog music player =P

and after dling the song i went to trim the mp3 to a ringtone!
Think i siao already but i was bored with my ringtone...haha XD

These Days

2011-06-04T14:36:00.012+08:00

Round-up for the relief teaching job
Finally ended the job on the 27th of May but it was hell cos it was like meet the parents. Man i didnt noe that relief teachers had to do that too, feel kind of shortchanged one way or another. The worst thing that Shab and I was talking to the golden eye shadow parent... almost on the verge of screaming and totally want to like see the VP loh...

Haix at least there's like free old chang kee curry puffs and nasi lemak. But wth, i found a strand of hair so curly (definitely not mine) on the plastic spoon loh .....

Truthfully i cant believe that we did so much for the kids, game them oreo cookies and pocky can... then oso do up their noticeboard:

first

second

third

forth

Shab and I oso designed the stupid score board thing for their groups....

Shab designed the other 4 while i designed these 3. Haiz cant believe it, Its like so great that its over and im unemployed again...
Sing it Man... FREEDOM FREEDOM~

28th May 2011
Because the next day would be the day we will be celebrating MeiMei's bdae, so i didnt noe wad to buy for meimei. So i asked mushy to help me. Yep then musho and i went to Bishan Junction 8 to look for ideas. Yeah then i decded to buy the Luo Zhi Xiang album for her. Yeah hahaha since he's her fav ... hhaha
shall show the pic in the next day description =P

Thn mush and i were like walking around hhaahah.
Then she bought the winnie the pooh cleaner thing. Although she had like already one, this one has her fav man, winnie !

Yep it was like $3+ i think...
Yep but anw we like later went for 'high tea' which mush wanted. I was like anything la.. hahah we went to the marble slab downstairs. We spent quite a long time just to decide what we wanted to drink cos its like so many weird names and yep its crap

Then i ordered 'Stefanie' which is named after celebrity Stefanie Sun. It has the flavour of chocolate swiss with oreo's and banana. Mush ordered 'Olivia' which was named after celebrity Olivia Ong.It was some matcha flavour, nice! Haha we ordered both singaporean celebrity =P
Well there were other weird ones like beyonce, gaga, taylor too

The one on the left is mine while the one on the right is mushy's

We ordered 'starlet' which means small ya, its like the cheapest. Crap its so small that it is like the size of my fist:

Yea then after that i went to musho's hse to design meimei's card, at the same time i can edit my character in mush's band. I Changed the clothes and hair colour and eyes. haha so crap! The card had a very interesting story along with it but its too hilarious to be viewed by the public yeah =D So the secret lies with Mush, MeiMei, Teddy and me =D

Then after that went to northpoint for dinner. Mush wanted to try the okonomiyaki but in the end she oso dun really like it cos its lie full of cabbage =P
I wanted to try the yakisoba but i think it wasn't very nice either =(

My Ebi Yakisoba:

Mush's Okonomiyaki:

Later mush and i bought a small cake for meimei since she is like on diet =P
Healthy Fruit Cake although has some cream on top...
Yep and the day ended quickly ...

29th May 2011
Yeah today is the day we celebrate meimei's bdae. First we met up at yishun before going to SSC there for our lunch. We went to eat western food, but i couldnt rmb wad the restaurant's name was anw...

Top Left: Mush's
Top Right: MeiMei's
Bottom Left: Ted's
Bottom Right: Mine

Haha cant believe i stole some pics from mush's blog, cos my camera sucks and lazy to take photo at that time

Yep later we went to buy GongCha and some snacks. Then headed back to Yishun ...
TaaaDaaaa~ we surprised MeiMei with Cake !!!

Oh and the present that i bought was this (shared with Ted):

This is the birthday card i designed =)

Yep if you noticed the resemblance, yea copied LZX from the CD album cover =D
Then later we played games yep. Asked Meimei to design her character in the band, and we oso saw koonie's character liaos so pink sia. haha then meimei's character in the end looked abit like koonie's hahahahahaha

we played the game of life and monopoly deal yep then halfway i went back to grandma's yep

end of day~

Randomness

i think i siao or smth but i went to find out how my korean name will be like considering that korean names can be converted to Hanja , yep chinese characters so can convert back oso

yeah my chinese name is 郑慧莹
so i found out that it can be 정혜영
pronounced as Jung Hye Young
Coincidentally there is a korean celebrity with this name =P

haha dun look alike at all =P
She's like born in 1973 so would be like 38 liaoz =O
hhahaha

Yesterday went shopping with mum and watched Xmen First Class. Not bad ba the show. but anyway oso didnt shop much in the end ...

then bought a $5.60 strawberry shortcake was like totally nice~

Haiz cant believe i have to go for QET, so sickening can =(
and driving was real crazy, somemore keep hitting the kerb while reversing .... =(
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NUS Sci Open Hse

2011-05-21T20:02:00.002+08:00

Crap today tried using public transport to get to NUS. Took bus 165 to holland village and bus 95 to the stop after NUH. Hahaha walking time plus waiting time plus bus travelling time, it took like 1hr15min. hahaha cant wait for the circle line to be completed. By then i would not need to waste time to change bus at all plus onli 7 stops from my hse plus dun have to take bus to mrt stn anymore when the stn at my hse there is completed.

that will be in october, 5months from now? haha

Yesh at least didnt stop at the wrong stop yeah!

Hahaha good, then the lecture was held at LT26, so i was early, so went to get free ice-cream! Then after that went into lecture ... there were food from time to time. Free sandwiches, mars bar, pringles, ferrero roche, mac donald burgers!

Hhaha the lectures were probably too long til im having serious headache.

Ha hope that i will survive and work towards the next goal! Next Aim: a First Class Honours for my BSc (Pharmacy)!!!

Crap hope i wont be seeing to many people from pro backgrounds, and hope can survive the vigorous path ahead, probably after that go for the pre-registration training, get registered as a pharmacist and work in a hospital fro some years, then apply and work towards getting a PharmD... yep yep Finally some pathway for me =D

Haiz they encouraged us to go for The FOC (Freshman Orientation Camp) haix dun wan leh its for one week and then is like wth later got a compulsory one in July. Haix and this FOC need to like pay $55 for it. think dun wan lah....

K haha sian tmr shall try to pass my FTT trial. sianz wanna faster get the driving licence before school starts or smth.... toooot

ok then this stupid job is gonna end soon, so tiring can plus do so much crap things too. Hahah nvm after that i have no excuse to go lose weight, hopefully can achieve the lost of 15kg, haiz, an impossible dream?

College Day 14th May 2011

2011-05-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

Yeah today is like college day~

Shab and i went to like NEX to lyk settle our lunch. Yep and we went there and ate pastamania. Yeah Shab ordered meatball fusilli and i ordered chicken ham cheesy crumble fusilli.

Yep and then college day we came early at 12.30 thinkin there will be some rehearsal or smth. Then after that it was just a five minute briefing onli.. tooot

Rebecca, Shab and I then went to like explore the school again. yep
ah hate wearing heels cant like walk properly....

then it was like tooooooot slack until 2.30 then the real thing starts. We got seated in our positions. Then there was a speech by Mr Kwek our principal, followed by Dr Swee who is the guest of honour for the day. yep quite touching lah. He talked abt his life as an NYJCian in the past and how NYJC changed his life. How he treasure the school....

Yep then it was prize giving, yup one by one up the stage.

yep then after all is over, there was reception and tea. My dad and mum totally rushed down for refreshments not waitin for us at all. yup. then it was like crap when shab and i went around taking photos, hahaha yep.

Here are photos with ms Hazel

with mr Loke

with mr Singh

the cac.NY logo that i designed for the new thing coming up ...

with mrs Celine Lim

with school logo

with the rock outside the school

yep haha it was a total crap day man~
hhahaha lots of fun seeing teachers anyway !

Recent Events~

2011-05-09T21:19:00.005+08:00

Oh crap tym to update all that has been not updated...

30th May 2011
hahaha kay it was like there was art club meeting on the 1st of may, miharu and i sort of went to hmv to buy dor's present on the 30th of April. Hahah bought her headphones red, sony .... think it would look nice on dor ba hahaha
then miharu and i randomly called on mush to meet us. haha she really came to meet us at taka where she introduced to us the cheesecake in the bottle. But joke loh that mushio, she saes that the cheesecake bottle is popular but nv sae its nice, in the end she bought her cheese cake from the other stall. hahaha.... in the end nv get to try the cheesecake in the bottle before the Japan fair ended.. hmmmm -_-

1st May 2011
okay then on the first of may miharu and i pretended that we could not meet dor because we nid to like so go and buy the birthday cake... it was black forest cake with blueberries on top =D
then we had like a plastic bag and cardboard workshop going on....
well we just had to put layers of plastic bag of probably the same thickness together and thn place it between some mahjong paper? haha then iron the paper while applying some pressure on the stuff...
well thn i used the sewin machine to sew the sides of the plastic and here is wad i get:

The apple is from cold storage, turquoise part from watsons, birds from Meiya supermarket, and words from cold storage fair price meiya altogether =P
haha then i decided to make a pencil case, it was real hell of handicraft work, and here are some shots of the final product:

Front

Side

Open

Back

Inside

Yep then later we surprised dor with the cake hahaha although its really too early (actual= 17th May)
but after all it was real great fun. We headed out to Mac's for dinnner and walked to the beach..
then shiquan and sk started talking abt ghost stories.... woooooh

haha yep.... thats abt it i guess
should try out thr DIY plastic bag product man!

7th May 2011
Yeah election day
bought black forest cake with strawberries on top for mush. yeah the day before. the ice-skating plan was cancelled due to low participation rate yeah man... haha anw we still told mush that we will be going her hse. Haha then kl came dressing up as an OL!

We surprised her with cake at her door step!

Yea and went into the house and ate cake... nice XD

Then luomin and koonie had fun putting eyeliner for mush... in the end it became panda face drawing la~

And yingying is "demure"

Then we played guitar hero and percussion hero...

then we went to eat at pastamania.... played truth or dare while waiting for our food to come... ahaha so lame
then mush had to kiss luomin's hand =P
hahahahhahahahahahhhhahahaahah~
then we went to arcade and took neoprint pics after a long time not taking omg i guess the last tym was probably like sec1 izit?

haha here are the photos .. so crap man hahah
then teddy didnt wanna take with us =(

This one is so crap because we went to compress the width of the photo making our faces look so crap
Theme: funny face

I think this is so far the best loh
Theme: act cute

haha teddy wrote siao on it =P
Theme: crazy
[explains the hair everywhere]

we bought bubble tea... thanks mush for the treat! =D
then kl left for part-time job, the rest of us went back.... for monopoly deal, ahahah
then luomin left at 3
left teddy mush and me, continued to play guitar and percussion hero
the most stupid thing was like designing our characters for our band in Percussion/Guitar Hero...
Hahaha i designed a dark pink hair, purple eyes, punk rock wadeeva you call it, with a jacket and boots that has pointy sharp metal + black jeans. Teddy's was a brown hair lolita with a flower in the hair, glasses, brown eyes, black white sleeveless shirt, black skirt. Mush's was like lightning lah. Light pink hair, grey kitty shirt, jeans.
Crap i think i really sucked at percussion lah, coordination fail... worse then guitar when my guitar skills like s**t
yeah then we left her home later on

oh man i think i really siao, went to northpoint and bought the $35.90 black hand bag with adjustable sling, 2 nice pockets in front, like the leathery texture XD
oh man i think the zodiac is so right this year the monkeys would be spending hell lot of money... im so sinned....
oh man cos the hand bag at home anyway was bought using vouchers i won from nanyangjc's design competition.... limit to places and things that i can purchase. wan a handbag/slingbag that cn be user friendly and probably can put laptop. after i bought it, went home and tried putting Dad's macbook air in.... can go in but like so cannot zip lah, the lady bluff me sae can... small one that is 11-inch maybe can lah, but i still dunnno wad brand and wad size to buy yet anyway.... man dunno the course that i applied for allow the usage of windows-based laptops or macbooks?

Random
Yeah so i accepted the university course liaos...
The acceptance website is like a joint thing izitt?

-NTU Chemistry and Biological Chemistry
-NUS Pharmacy
-Reject all offers of admission

haha then in the end i accepted Pharmacy after some nonsense internal struggle thing
wth it always happens ...
in sec sch days, i was like so thinkin i was going poly... even went to all the poly openhouses except republic's
and in the end i chose jc

and now at first thought i was so going to ntu considering the fact that i thought i couldnt make it to pharmacy cos my ranking pts are like so at the borderline. but in the end since i got pharmacy, some miracle i believe, God-sent message when i checked the status of the nus admission thingy before the letter even came.... hahah
looks like i will be seeing some people i know in the same faculty yeah~
hope to see ya there ~

haiz dun feel like talking abt work cos there's too much hellish stuff
cant wait for contract to end~

the bloody admission exercise is killing me!

2011-03-26T11:01:00.002+08:00

The recent catastrophic event was the earthquake in Japan. A series of misfortunes followed up after the earthquake ignited. The earthquake led to a tsunami and hence led to the explosion of plants, leading to radiation.

So let's all pray for Japan, lets put in the effort to donate and help Japan.

I made this crappy drawing in support of the cause. Help Japan !

The the craziest thing was the whole admission exercise... The normal admission was already crazy enough... and then there was the discretionary part, the non-academic part, the scholarship part, the getting appraisals part... the because i put Art Design and Media as one of my ntu choices, i have to totally send my portfolio....

send 12-24 drawings, write essays, a creative writing thingy, and then draw 3 drawings... wad the hell can so many things... some more i draw something wrongly, one of the drawings was like organic object, and because i never see properly i thought any object would do so i drew this nalgene waterbottle here..

Then when i realise it then i drew this nonsense apple here... haix so tiring can...

Wadeva.... I am really tired.... haix see how see how

hope i get into my first choices. if not i guess i would be really sad or something...

oh man~

Judgement Day

2011-03-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

haiz took leave today to get results. Sians left home early and lucky that my bus came when i just walked to the bus stop, thought it was some good sign.... then went to sch, then all of a sudden heavy rain...wat the hell the rain battered hard on me and my umbrella.. splashed the floor and rebounced onto my jeans, and i was soaked all the way.... =(

then i was thinking fuck, a bad sign?

dots then waited for shab and isabelle to go together

sian the honor roll thing is really crazy, heart-pounding experience... high adrenaline rush.

Fuck sia, all that anxiety and panic..... its as though not being honor roll means death la. Its like some sort of survival list....

sian the wait was probably too long, i felt cold all over and numb, almost wanted to cry, then finally my name appeared. Haiz took that slip of paper from Mr Kwek but the results were truly not up to my expectations, well 5 of them were but two of them were 1 grade below expectations. Im disappointed and half sad.... more like speechless and dunno how to react. WTF loh, the two subjects are like my least favourite, but are also the ones that put in slightly more effort loh ---- GP and Econs. I changed two gp teachers for tuition and wasted much money and still not up to it.... then econs had much extra lessons with Ms Hazel and still ...

haiz i congrats all other recipients for result slips

at least most of us probably all of us wont have the chance to retake the horrible A levels again, and undergoing all that torture.

FUCK it, i have nth to sae, now its time to talk abt life and the time to start listing courses that i may consider...

K thats all for today...

Back to bloggin?

2011-03-02T19:15:00.003+08:00

Haix i guess its really been ages since i have continued blogggin, now is like 2 days to Alevel results day, crap.....

then again i started working at marymount convent school as an admin staff, its real hell working there. Last min news, horrible organising methods and stuff, but i'm still glad that i survived somehow, then i started my driving theory lessons to prepare for the basic theory test. Goodluck to me yeah, before the practicals start it'll be crap.

and now in my attempt to revive my bloody blog, i nid a new skin...

Haiz but i got no ideas for it sadly...

try to revive it quickly yeah MAN!!!

Freaking life

2010-02-24T23:57:00.001+08:00

Have to resist decadence of...

Wow now then i blog sia

2010-02-08T21:57:00.003+08:00

Cant believe it now j2 then life still sucks like anything of cos.... sian after j1 is like block test first

and of cos my results isnt good at all... haiz my chiong must chiong 4H2s is really ahhh

haiz have to work hard and then is like so no time to blog now, and so long never meet up with old friends,.... haiz probably have to wait until after A levels ....

Wa so stress sia, totally.. haha lately i just influenced my junior to join nanyang then he really join sia... haha XD

ok lah he wanted to take art. If wanna take art can onli go nanyang or hwachong loh, that kind of thing~

then like just designed the next class t thing, i like so scared the class will so reject lah, hiz wanna design a better one this year loh crap~

haiz a few ppl have 'great' comments for the design, haiz so sad

wadeva la, cant possibly let everyone be happy, and thus this is like utopian to ever make everyone pleased...

well then lately oso took part in the G.C design competition. haiz now using my dad's com so hence couldnt upload any pics, shall upload soon~

Ok... then lately there's cca bazaar and stuff, then is like some crap thingy that happened loh, like kenah scolding for scatchin; some guitar, haiz no comments, everything feels like my fault

wadeva my life's so worthless in the first place.....

Watch AvAtAR....>_< ROCKS totally

2009-12-17T15:49:00.002+08:00

Bridging at FengShan (Bedok, that's real far sia)

2009-12-04T16:07:00.010+08:00

Yea went to fengshan primary to help the little children to accomodate better to primary school life. Cos these children are either from lower income families who cannot afford or broken backgrounds or their learning speed is slower than others, so yeah our service-learning for the year ----- Bridging

Well at bedok so its abt 13 stops from novena and 16 from bishan

first take dad's car to novena mrt then take to city hall change then go bedok then take bus 17 loh

yea.... together with the children for 2 weeks.... yea i wonder if i can even help little children when i totally dun really like little children actually... perhaps becos i am an only child?

dunno lah cos i dun like children who are extremely naughty and noisy

well luckily the class i taking is like okay, not as noisy as biao and adrian's class sia =P

hahaha my class very guai one loh...

everyday we have to sing national anthem and pledge

then open windows

sing the good morning song and 'if u're happy and u noe it clap ur hands'

and other songs

then read storybooks to them

and ABCs

and numbers

and activity are mostly art and craft work loh yea and have to do stuff like drawing lines on paper for them to write

assist them in learning and stuff

and....help serve and eat food plus use money loh

yea then goodbye song and planting green bean~

Yea there are 5 volunteers assigned to each sch

haha cant believe tricia is head of the programme sia amk pal sia

adrian and biao class 1A

me class 1B (sian i alone)

ziyang and ah ma class 1C

Here is Sweet teacher Miss Maya <3

Yea took picture with Komal

(Sweet little girl i think she's the most pretty among all the girls in three classes)

and Naqeeb

(The one who keep poking my tummy, hugging me to wrestle, and talk abt WWE)

and Dustin

(PLayful little fellow)

and Bathusha
(Ah ma thinks he's cute, dots sia his pants keep dropping lah can see the -)

and Francisca

(Sian she abit 大小姐脾气)

and Noor Sahira

(Very sweet little gurl too, smart and nice*)

and Nur Iman

(Tallest fellow, i think he has the nicest hand writing and drawing too)

Too bad Saif is absent for a week cannot get his pic

he most cute boy in class loh

the a girl misha nv cum for the whole 2 weeks

then during outdoor we play dog and bone,

poisonball

soccer

basketball (haha biaobiao most pro in it)

ah ma and her fav

yea i admit he's cutest boy in three classes

Syah Irfran sia

ah ma and kids

random pics

well more crap ones of cos on fb lah

Last Day ---today

so sad but haiz need to do other stuff too mah

Sweet Komal drew me two drawings sia =)

Sweet Dustin gave me yakult =)

Sweet Noor Sahira gave me a book =)

And sweet miss Maya gave me a clip and pendent

and Naqeeb wanna give me smth but didnt have the time

Awwwww

so nice

But i made them cards of the photos we took and a little DIY folded shrimp for each of them =D

Woah will miss everyone there >_<

Cya ~

Painting little art piece <3

2009-11-30T21:29:00.006+08:00

Got this from northpt when going out with mush and teddy
lm was sick so did not cum
kl .... haiz cant stand her reason for not going...
well i can onli sae it happened again....

well yeah the stuff cost abt 4.90 i guess
guitar + piano set =D
The kind that must fix he wooden pieces with glue first then if wanna paint then paint kind of art handicraft DIY style de loh

guitar heroing at mush's hse, and totally died in the easiest level....
well managed to make the stuff together first

mush and teddy cross-stitching

went home and painted the base

painted guitar purple black white gold style~
after painting then drew roses and goth style stuff on it
yea on the body and fretboard of cos

string the quitar with the nylon string or was it fishing string?

Painted piano top the same style

piano sides

kool sia can open one

give it a nice gradient

guitar stringing is killing me, the glue like no stick sia

join them together although piano unfinished

cos cannot draw black lines on piano white paint

so decided to do opp, that is white lines on black paint

yea like this~

FINISHEd piano

FINISHEd guitar

FINISHED <3

and this pic is so random by yannie

think is like damn got effect la

one fine day i go home poor kitty trapped in drain

but so deep loh cant save it too

it kenah washed away before it stopped at that position loh

at first tot like wad branch so big floating

then is like kitty~

Hope kitty's safe and sound

Yea anyone who noes ahma shall watch her video on facebook =P

Crazy Videos`

2009-11-27T22:24:00.004+08:00

Commemoration for my pw effort to myself >_<

2009-11-16T23:38:00.009+08:00

Yes this is my pw grp nice pic for cover of wr and ppt, but it was a little plain so had to give it some colour, gold.... and went thru lots of editing....

This one here is the final one and the two below were drafts....

this one here was for my PI.. yeah copy and paste nth much

this one's bloody hell of effort.. photoshoping all the way...

more drawings of modified wayang kulit

comic strip for the project... woooh drawing and colouring

Wayang Kulit poster i designed but of cos copy and paste stuff

yes layout of indonesian restaurant

i practically could not find a pic of the rice table restaurant with no customers... so nid major lifting

this one was original photo:

Edited version.. dots erased the ppl by a lot

then had to design chingay cultural booklet, only th middle area is from the website the rest is photoshopping around =)

yeah the sides are practially smurging and stuff

anyhow made the background pattern with photoshop but it loooks rather nice to me

the wayang kulit section, typed like hell for the words sia

drew the merlion again, tried really ~

back page not much an effort

After printing...

first sample copy

double second copies

rejected and then another 2 third sample copies

altogether: 5copies =(

inside each i made the envelope for putting DIY wayang kulit materials....

waste my resources 2 times sia

k then this pic is so random... romeo from biao biao's hse...

Promos is back ...

ya wadeva, the results suck and now great decision making...

practically GP was the most terrible one

and there are simply too many Bs.....haix

Oh Lord pls give me an answer, whther i shld drop.....anything....

OP is soooo OVER

2009-11-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

kao bei the hell that lasted for a year i finally over, and its like sooo over can

wanna play have fun havoc and KILL

AAAaaaaaargh~

Pls dun remove pw and let more people suffer under its wrath thanks =D

toooooooooooooooooot

2009-10-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

Crap now that i noe im in the top 5% of the cohort of the 1000 students, i noe my promos is saved...
sians rank 42/1000
sian sian so wad sia? encouraged to take H3.... my foot
crazy nid to go other sch nid to study like siao when my sleeping hours are merely 2-3 or 4-6 depending on situation... haiz if really take H3 then dunid to sleep at all le loh

wadeva, although im happy to knoe that im in safe region, so wad? kenah called to be part of some shit scholarship thingy walao waste fucking tym can? freaking shit
crap my guitar has no ranking plus its not even a cca, and not interested in community events lately mostly all the time... scholar ge pi la

sian even if have all these ... where got so easy jing?
siao... plus i always screw up for major exams can?
bloody shit hell holy cow...freak

today somemore happen the worst thing ever..... bloody hell with the auntie at the coffee shop
i order lemon tea and then they give me milk tea pao
wad the hell i nv sae i wanna pao
and milk tea and lemon tea sounds so diff can fuck lah, huang miao
haix me laugh in anger until tears fall plus very paisei in front of friends

k lah then go back the OP workshop was full of laughter sia
every speaker like joker sia
lol
haix too funny to explain anw
but Q&A was as horrible, presentation quite ok
haiz wad the fuck la
haiz wanna just kill myself all the time ~
wadeva so tired wanna sleep ~

sian still nid to do some stuff.....................................bye

After promos

2009-10-24T23:50:00.003+08:00

sian i so late then update.... crap sia
anw its like so after promos =D
can still rmb since the days when they set it as days of studying promos
i had onli like 2-3 hrs sleep per day until last day of promos
wow its like so amazing sia, come to think of it it lasted about 3weeks
even weekends too 0_0
well who cares.....

and it was time to play
yea
then i was like learning majong from miharu
hhaha won the first 3 rounds, amazing beginner's luck
sian all this fun and craze lasted onli for a few days yea and its time to go back to school
boring like hell la
pw everyday like siao like tht
so scared OP sia...

haiz but started playing cafe world, quite crappy but fun in another sense
yea and read finish skip beat to the latest and bought manga too yea better update that number

sian got back our papers for checking
crap la all my results
GP whole day fail one
then haha the rest really crap
but heard from pals that i got into the top 5%
dots sia, me myself oso dunno
nvm, monday shall check the school noticeboard
sians sia cant wait for 20th Nov
can go back to amk to check it out
sians wanna loose wait but why is it so difficult, nvm i shall plan my meals now
no more ice cream no more jelly no more chocolate no more chips no more cake
i dun care whose bdae whose festival haiz must cut down le la

very unhealthy sia somemore the day after promos i was having angina (severe chest pains), dots sia thought i was going to have some heart attack or smth
went home and the pain stilll have not subsided =(
Dad even ask me go clinic or smth
dots i merely went to my rm to sleep
hopefully i wake up next morning and everything is alright
yeah its true i was alright

haiz better do somthing abt my health, probably i ingested too much low density lipoproteins which resulted in some narrowing blood vessels that have caused my pain...
maybe the tightening of the heart just feels strange
but my blood pressure almost went up to moderate hypertension level
haiz~

must be due to
unhealthy diet, late sleep + short hrs + nervousness of exams
haiz~

wadeva dun care liaoz go do pw now !!

so WaDs uR BloOD TyPE

2009-08-29T01:55:00.004+08:00

O_O Gosh! My blood type's A+

Spongebob Sq pants in DEATHNOTE style =P

2009-08-11T01:42:00.000+08:00

Crap`

2009-08-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

crap i fell ill on friday and temperatures at 38.7 max
then wasted like more than one and half days
kao got lots of unfinished hw, pw eom, tests havent prepare

how how?

feel like killin myself for being sick~

suppose to be like 4 days mc, how kua zhang is tat?

=(

2009-07-29T00:02:00.001+08:00

crap my results has finalised and i was so lazy to type abt it

well put here on this post is to remind myself that you are such a sucker ok?
rmb this post here ~

ok talkin' to myself these days so suck lah
tests and dun understand crap and then like an idiot again

wadeva loh then sucking hell with the WR~

doooodidumdum

2009-07-20T01:52:00.001+08:00

Kl's present for my bdae =P

yea changed new specs now... loooks wider loh dots

Sian results sucks

2009-07-18T03:42:00.001+08:00

math A
chem C
bio D
econs S
GP E (i tink)
MTL B

wad the hell man ~
=(

Outdoor play at Marina Barrage

2009-06-21T14:23:00.007+08:00

Got nice d gray figurines from miharu on the 18th June
yea =D

Thanks so much

crap nid to study so i shall not talk so much le but it was real fun picnicing...
took some photos from facebook yeah =P

crap i tried cutting fringe and i just realise may be i just look weird with fringe...

funny DAd looks like he got pulled in the hair

nice night sky pic from satellite just go google and type hubble and get to see more

yeah tata time to study

3rd June Birthday Party Photos =P yeah 0905 rox

2009-06-09T23:46:00.006+08:00

お誕生日おめでとう

2009-06-05T23:14:00.005+08:00

Yeah Happy Birthday to me XD

yeah 5th MAy with a cake~ yesterday was the real day man

yeah but first eattin' choco cake

yeah on the 3rd of june im suppose to meet ah gong and ah ma and body guard for PW, then realised ah ma go rebond her hair and now she look so chi-na lah...
then we were suppose to meet at urm Hougang MRT.

first tym took the circle line, it was tootally amazing
the smell is like so airport. Then ah man and hou biao biao was late then is like ah gong talking so loud on the phone " Lao po~" smth is just so wrong
then went up the ah gong's hse =P
then ah ma pushed me in so weird rite?

then outta the darkness saw smth red... think it was fa shi....
then kaboom pop here and there and some springy thing pop outta nowhere
wow first tym in my life is a surprise party =)
yeah so nice of them..

special thanks to those who have cum =P
ah gong, ah ma, chor chor, hou biao biao, xie biao biao, liu po, laoda, jeanyip, family doctor, kitchung, addie, amanda and fa shi. XD

yeah got this baloon frm them and deathnote presents =P
ah ma, you go ask yan siang rite! she told me man you go call her: " hey wad ur cousin like?"

Yeah then we had fruit cake talk non-stop play games eat dinner wheee~ til the late @ nite =P
Thank you people, its one of my best bdaes...
seldom got surprise man....

Then 4th June real Bdae day, spent lots of money man

first woke up late cos wanna catch more sleep
then went to expensive jap restaurant and eat good stuff for both lunch and dinner =P

Gosh and deserts nice too

here's dad's toufu cheese cake

mum's chocolate moose

and my green tea ice cream =P

yeah then we went to eatch monsters VS aliens 3D

and went book fair

at first bought ponyo art bk, then i opened and realise is not wad i wan

then the nice taiwanese uncle let me change to saiyuki reload

which was more worth it

the art is fabulous loh although its story not really amazing

its an art bk wad !!!

This was a bdae present i bought for myself quite some time ago and i call him

furry !!

cute rite?

louv everyone and furry wheeeeeee~ thank papamama furry and frenz~

Wow so long no update

2009-05-31T02:46:00.002+08:00

haiz although its like so late, yea in the morning =P

but this is always when i can find time to write smth in my blog =P

Yeah got terrible results for tests and stuff making me so upset, then holidays are necessarily bombarded by tuition crash courses and wadeva.... finally there are some relaxing moments,

yeah right after GP test the night on the 29th and of course full-day rest for my birthday and on 15th june meeting my good old pals .... oops did i sae old? haha joking

yea wanna bring my guitar along and play a song for them yeah =P lame rite?

nvm there' so much to catch up with them, hope we talk like hell for the night and reduce the leng chang mian. after all its true we have so long no met. Hope to really keep the relationship there and not drift away so quickly =)

wow miss them all =X muah hahah

haiz GP trip cancelled and then is like so sad thanks to H1N1, but im quite happy though can study you noe. sian thinking is like so much to study lah

Bio is like:

Cell Function

Biomolecules

Enzymes

Cell Division

DNA and Genomics

Chemistry is like:

Mole concept

Redox

Atomic structure

Chemical bonding

Gases

Energetics

Maths is like:

Binomial Expansion

AP/GP

Summation

Method of difference

Recurrence

Mathematical Induction

Graphing techniques

Econs is like:

Demand and supply

Elasticities

Intro to macro

National Income Accounting

Keynesian Theory

AAAAAargh this is so crazy, wadeva wadeva

Wadeva death is upon me, still got chinese to learn + PW

dunnid to sleep le loh =)

haiz life sucks whether you are here or there

and im such a bitch bitching around here and there haiz who the hell am i ?

haiz bb~

Class T is here !!

2009-05-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

Yeah this is my class T design =P

and it is done yeah man =)
yeah design by me woohoo

and i found my child photo really smth... gosh looks so toot
put here for fun to create laughter yeah man

haiz nth to sae nowadays
last tym talk so much here
like talking to long lost friend like that... nth to sae..............

The meaning of life is slipping away =(

2009-05-03T09:56:00.002+08:00

Im so depressed by results =(

failed my econs 6/20 nid to go for econs clinic
failed maths too =( 11/30
bio was saddening too 24/40
chem was nth better 19/30
boohoo wad is life?

i wanna jump and really fly to somewhere i can forget about everything
life is just so sucky

i tink GP is even worst aaaaragh hell~
Guess my blog would shred even more ..... decay and rot and .....

HELL

2009-04-06T18:29:00.002+08:00

Im gonna die, feels like I'm gonna fail everything
on the verging of death
everyday really feel like jumping off some cliff
die and end everything

and i noe im such a freak in complaining but the main thing is that i have a great emotion that i will be the last in class .... =(
everyone like so pro lah except for me =(
fancy being 1st in class for sec 4 and wad an amazing down grade that will soon happen and kill me with billions and zillions of blows

im soooo in trouble D=
hope i survive
hope at least i pass

then slowly move to ace probably and probably
reach my amazing dream =

haiz~

BloODy HEll

2009-04-02T22:27:00.001+08:00

i wanna punch i wanna kill i wanna fucking fuck myself

just freaking hell fuck fuck fuck

i wanna just disappear ~

Guitar Ensemble performance today

2009-03-31T16:43:00.004+08:00

Today 's "Get High" Performance :

Enjoy~

Guitar mama rox yea~

sian

2009-03-24T20:14:00.006+08:00

sian now bloggin abt a veri long ago event

yea went to collect cert and took pics at wall of fame, poor dor's face so enlarged. mine as you can see below there is like a nut face lah

gosh junyan and wz look so different

wooh kj chen xi and wangkee =P

went back to my classroom
still the same they totally like adopted our design or smth
with paper pigen holes here and there red and yellow

wad the hell
minna wo daisuki lah minna daisuki

my seat =P

and the new aircon finally

here are some school pics on friday in school with the project work management thingy during the march holidays

kao totally like secretly taken (anw onli put some of pics here =P)

crap my hair really becuming weird

guys were trying to take jumping pose dots so funny lah =P

this one like getting ready to fly

and teeyong guy in the middle like sitting on toilet bowl lah =P

graadual motion man

kena secretly taken again

???

yeah our work

see in charge of drawing again

photocopied the original and it looks like got chao da under the sun la

grp pic again

house exco omjijiji

oh no more le, the rrest lazy to put XP

byby~

Bless you grandfather, may you have a better life in the heavens

2009-03-19T01:49:00.003+08:00

My grandfather just passed away so my blog would be less updated~

DID THAT HAPPEN TO YOU?
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Asking myself " how do i kill it?"

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in your own room?
Sing like hell, you noe like singer like that =P

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
" ahhhhuhhuhuhh...... " smile and laugh like an idiot

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Propaganda them lah

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Pick myself up and smile and laugh like an idiot " ahhhuhhuhh......"

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
"oOi who got do? hey hey, let me copy can? Please lah very fast one."

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
speak softer at some distance of cos, if not dun even talk loh

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
pick the thingy up and stuff it right into ur bag.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
" this is rubbish go and die lah!"

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Thank you and then ahuuhhhuhhhh....

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
"huh? "

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Fuck and back ur freaking eyes off me u asshole
[i freaking hate being watched thank you]

tags:
1: miharu
2: dorothy
3: siewkhim
4: koonie again
5: luomin again
6: yy again
7-10: everyone ~

winning the mascot

2009-03-11T23:36:00.007+08:00

Crap yeah this is the mascot picture:
that i won in school 1st price some capitagift card worth $20
Wadeva, at least it wasn't some coupon... =P
But dots lah, dunno how to put it?veri tui lian leh....
the school website got my face, class blog got my face =(
dots nvm since this is my blog of cos i can post =)

"The mascot is a typical student drawn in the form of a cat, with features of the cat's tail and ears. Cats are curious animals. We should adopt this characteristic which will drive us to acquire more knowledge and be innovative in all our endeavors just like the light bulb which signifies innovative ideas. We may be ordinary but we can create great innovation. The student wears the PE attire which is worn by both boys and girls, showing that anyone can be innovative on equal footing. The shadow with NY's motto depicts the process of building our ideas that enables us to strive for our very best in whatever we do."

is the description for my mascot kool rite the last sentence " strive for our best in whatever we do" so amk lah =P if anyone realised, onli kl so far =D

yea me and my mascot

our principal Mr Kuek

other participants and me =D

why am i the only girl?

nevermind

wadeva life just is so stress now, feel like killing myself actually

totally hell mama except during guitar time and sleeping time

haiz sians crap i look so fat in the photo =((((

raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

fuck it fuck,...k so vulgar

wadeva nid to go do stuff liaoz,

tmr nid to go back amk and get back some crappy cert... haiz anw oso like can check out how amk is like =)

see if anyone else would be there too loh =)

Sports Carnival washing down the drain~

2009-03-07T23:48:00.006+08:00

Today we were suppose to run like urm 3km
which is 8rounds for school running
then God, i love you
the sky started pouring rain and drenched east coast thoroughly
went with pang meimei to take bus to the place at first
then we were like thinking wad the hell did we even come for, but quite thankful that don't have to run loh.
and yeah we can go home
then went to parkway parade with some classmates

we ate at burger king specifically the branch meal crap took alot of funny photos of cos

anw later my father fetched me from there since he's oso near the area [cos he teaching taichi outside =P] Then later went home and then i did my PI before going for tuition later. sian tiring but who cares. finally the tuition got slot on sunday, heng* so i dun have to miss guitar for 2 mnths in the year. aiya wadeva. after all tuition is like in chua chu kang lah, kao bei

anw, the a level results were like out loh, sian feels so frightening, and amanda [cousin] would be getting results, though she nv told me wad she scored, but i guess info like this just spread behind ears.... k nvm. so scary loh even my other friend results i oso noe liaoz, now feeling really demoralised by the subject combi that im taking but guess i will have to try work hard liaoz loh. Cannot slack like last time le. Some more got freaking chinese, Really GG to me loh. Don't care i must totally jiayou for it loh. Hopefully i can fasten my learning pace. i noe my brain real slow....

sian dun wanna talk about life le.

here are some real nicce art pieces to be placed here

nice painting that is like so realistic, wondered how this mad person paint this

anw enjoy

aiya finally sort of gao ding some stupid issue liaoz so hopefully dont sprang up again

now i miss mushes and everyone else

raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

but real busy and plundered with homework and threatened by teachers to be prosecuted by the a la Nazi style. Think life is real gonna be alive sooner or later.

i guess i just do my best can le, after all, im already in this pile of mess.

Although best to retain but at least if really retain (touch wood) can gain more experiences and tend to be more sure of concepts than many others after all taking one more year rite? but best is dont and also best not to drop any subjects either.

JIayouJiayou, for everything ~

update~

2009-02-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

life was terribly hectic and sucked
homework and shit especially freaking MRP
wadeva

yeah got my guitar
and this is how you sit when playing
kao, exposed my sch uniform + PE shorts =P, and my pink bedsheet

too bored one fine day with kl when we studying til abt 6pm one fine day
so took random pics around

look so cardboard~

i like this pic, so nice loh

one fine day saw this cute cat inside the pillar thingy

so cute >_<

and then one fine day friday went out with sandy and teddy

last week, go suki sushi and hui wei the amk time

sandy happily eating

random

and one fine day we made this in food court

cool rite the face =P

polluted soup too

rainbow mangoes in shopping centre =D

the end lame rite

sian loh, cant find time to write more and compile accordingly so this is wadeva =D